May 12, 2005 16:53
This sucks.
I'm stuck at an apartment where I'm not wanted by a stupid bitch whos never even met me to judge me, I cant keep anything unpacked since I dont know where I'll be headed to stay at the next day, (thanks for lettin me stay with ya susie) and I hate being there since it seems like someones always watchin the place or something, not to mention I'm hella lonely right now since I dont work enough. And I can't get out of it until I find another apartment to get into. I've got one already just waitin for the application to be processed and such. And boy I sure as hell cant wait. But tonight hopefully will be the last one and Phill's comin over to hang out so I might not have to stay by myself at least. That place just creeps me out for real.
I haven't had but one channel for the past 2 days since one of the bitches cut our cable off. I barely get to work which led me to going to apply for a third job this summer at O'Charleys (yes again now that I'm 20 and can serve alcohol). But I have to have another one so I can afford a two bedroom place I have to pay for alone for 3 months until my possible roomate comes to move in August.
Oh and I have to go to the school library anytime I want to get online.
Those of you who know me know that has got to be killing me.
Geez I dont think I will ever forgive myself for not just takin the house with Susie.
Thats what I get for thinkin so much about other ppl and worrying about whether I should do this or that all because I dont want them mad at me.
Word to the wise:
Being nice and considering others just gets you screwed over.
Pray for me folks, Lord knows I need it with everything thats gone wrong this week.