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[nicolehoffman]

so it was another good weekend. is it bad to say im really enjoying it. i mean ill im doing is drinking and thinking. oh man..so saturday night turned out to be really good. even though non of my friends could join the party. so it started off kinda boring with just my brother friends here. then my brother and friends decided to go to the bar and a few of them stayed back with me.then i started talking to channy with was goofy. we had fun though. thanks bud your the best. then at like 12 it was me by myself for a while so i had a visitor and then he left and the drunks came back. it was soo funny. i had sobered but a lot since they left so they made me drink more. it was crazy. then andy and my brother come home and tell us theres a t-shirt and panty contest where my brother had his graduation party which was funny because who had a contest at the orgon society. so we all went and it was nothing but laughs and good times. there was a certain someone there who was bring back feelings that never really went away. i still like him which is so hard. so i came back home after the nasty contest and cuddled on the couch. i love cuddling and he does to. hes all about it which i love so much. i like to be the cute little shy girl. i hate having to be the stronger one. that should always be the guys job. so we talked and somethings really made me think.i was happy then sad to hear he broke up with nicole because he just couldnt do it. that made me so worried. then we watched bring it on again which is a waste of time and just really dumb but i was really excited that one of the guys in it says bitchin. i was like heyyy!!!there were many good quote of the days last night if i could only remember them! oh there was one thing that just broek my heart to find out what happen in whistler was a first! well it wasnt the last! anyways so ya it was a good night and it was awesome to cuddle with someone the whole entire night. thanks bed buddy. the today was long and boring. i watched clueless with the boys and just took it easy. i enjoyed the bonding time with my brother. i really like his girlfriend too. shes a fun girl. then i went over to mollys and watched donnie darko with was an odd movie. and it was fun cuddle time with rach! and we had a good talk. so see it was a good weekend. oh and by the way channy last night i bought you a present for being a good BEST friend. i love you bud.anyways im off now. i have ish to do and prepare for a day to the denist. i hate them.
ONE (and yes its back)

strong words said to me..."love is so strong and powerful, how can it hurt so bad sometimes then make you feel so good other times?"