theres you (kt i wrote a poem!)

[nicolehoffman]

Here you are
i see you everyday
and yet i know
nothing will ever happen
you have her
and you cant see any of it
you tell me
i get sad
i know
you dont
someday
i just cant realize it

then theres you
far from my mind but you
you know what to do
you make me laugh
then you make me wonder
you are nothing but a tease
a good time
a good laugh
a good pain

then theres you
you want it
i laugh
i see it
then i do
now its just all a mix up
you were just a laugh
now your the cute little boy
a wish
a joke
there will be a one timer the nothing
just a pain like the others

then theres you
who lives far away
who were part of my life
now your gone
i cant stop
you tempt me
i give in
you took me
i want you to come back
where are you now
with her, party, ball, or thinking
cuz i am
i never stop
one

then theres you
i hide
you go away
then your back
you say that
but dont mean it
i am just some ass to you

then theres you
a laugh
a joke for all
i have forgotten you

then theres you
came out of no where
then you showed up again
now im scared of you
i cant stand to hear you speak without a laugh
you are always looking at me
i hide
why cant i get a hear

where are you
the one im supposta have
the one i need right now
the one i need to build up
why cant i get it
why doesnt it click
why cant i look or be diferent
why cant you just find me

where are you
there is you
i just dont know
i am hurting with out you
here i stand

y cant i be a sexy bitch