its been a while...
things are changing a lot. i have a new perspective on life, on me. a new found respect for myself too... maybe. today is another who ha tuesday. but i dont think theres gonna be a who ha. last tuesday's who ha was surreal. if this doesnt make sense to you then dont bother. im still in love with someone who wont even acknowledge me. its really hard. i had a great/amazing birthday. some people chose not to acknowledge that and i dont even care. ive been doing a lot of cleansing in the friend area, (deleted) but at the same time im lonely a lot. i honestly couldnt live without my ipod and im really thankful for it. i preordered the limited edition reissue of from under the cork tree, and "heroine." i cant wait to see them together in concert. my 2 favorite bands.. its gonna be amazing. it just sucks that theres no floor. i dont know how im going to feel sitting down at a concert. it wont be the same at all. i just bit the inside of my mouth while chewing orange pez.. and it FUCKING HURTS.
i would do anything for my real friends.. so im getting up at 430 tomorrow. i still havent decided if im going to bed tonight or not.. but well see.
ill be home thursday for spring break, and i may be going to key west? i really hope
thats all for now. i should be sleeping... what else is new
♥ nicole
i would do anything for my real friends.. so im getting up at 430 tomorrow. i still havent decided if im going to bed tonight or not.. but well see.
ill be home thursday for spring break, and i may be going to key west? i really hope
thats all for now. i should be sleeping... what else is new
♥ nicole