Jul 01, 2008 00:22
i'm sorry i had to talk to you last night and went into your room like that, i crossed a line and it wasn't fair to you. i know we already talked about this and i know you don't want to anymore so i'll say this and then i'm done.
whatever did or didn't happen, i'm not mad. it's just not a good thing for me because i care too much about you. i'm not gonna apologize for that. it's gotten in the way of our friendship on both my side and yours. i can't trust certain things you say in reguards to this whole fucked up sticky situation that i kept going back to like some stupid girl and i feel like you can't trust me fully because you're scared of getting hurt. i'm not stupid though, just stubborn. i'm not gonna come around any more, at least for a while. that's your house and you shouldn't feel awkward in it if i'm there. i hope you can still trust me as a friend, because i still trust you as a friend. i don't regret anything and as far as the statement i made a few weeks ago about how you only call me when something's wrong, i hope you always can, you know i'm there. like you said last night, first and foremost you are my friend.
i don't expect you to reply to this or even read it, and that's ment to be mean. just do the oppisite of what i do and don't read into it that much, but i know you won't.