herro
lol i've been doing sooooooooo fantastic!
no i'm kidding. it hasn't been all that bad really but i've had no time for anything and it makes me sad :(
however, i've really concentrated on my studies this past year and pulled my shit together and i'm definitely a lot more happier than i was before. i haven't had any dumb guy drama except for something in july but t'is alllll gewd. we're still friends and basically he's nice so it all works out i guess. i just need to get over him.
also, i still only have like 2 friends but i'm becoming less self conscious about myself (not enough to not wear makeup every single day but, well, small steps small steps) and i think because of that i can have more fun in situations. i've joined key club and that's really fun. i also just stopped kind of giving a fuck about small, less important things and now i'm just enjoying my summer vacation because i'm gonna feel like shit once school starts again :) but i won't be a mess so it's going to be okay!
oh and i met this really cute australian guy today and his accent is seriously the most adorable thing i've ever heard. he said, "i'm sorry but your public transport is shit," and it was fucking cute. seriously. it is that amazing. i could listen to his voice for hours. too bad i won't ever see him again since he just stopped by our lemonade booth lol. but we had a solid conversation so i'm pretty satisfied~*
so anyways school is starting soon, but i'm going to japan (coming back the day before school starts l o l fuck) so i'm excited for that. both school and japan. i have a pretty chill schedule which i'm not toooo happy about but what can i do about my poor district with no money to pay teachers with!
i hope that you have all been doing well and if none of you read this, well, i don't know, i hope you do because i really do want to catch up! ♥
no i'm kidding. it hasn't been all that bad really but i've had no time for anything and it makes me sad :(
however, i've really concentrated on my studies this past year and pulled my shit together and i'm definitely a lot more happier than i was before. i haven't had any dumb guy drama except for something in july but t'is alllll gewd. we're still friends and basically he's nice so it all works out i guess. i just need to get over him.
also, i still only have like 2 friends but i'm becoming less self conscious about myself (not enough to not wear makeup every single day but, well, small steps small steps) and i think because of that i can have more fun in situations. i've joined key club and that's really fun. i also just stopped kind of giving a fuck about small, less important things and now i'm just enjoying my summer vacation because i'm gonna feel like shit once school starts again :) but i won't be a mess so it's going to be okay!
oh and i met this really cute australian guy today and his accent is seriously the most adorable thing i've ever heard. he said, "i'm sorry but your public transport is shit," and it was fucking cute. seriously. it is that amazing. i could listen to his voice for hours. too bad i won't ever see him again since he just stopped by our lemonade booth lol. but we had a solid conversation so i'm pretty satisfied~*
so anyways school is starting soon, but i'm going to japan (coming back the day before school starts l o l fuck) so i'm excited for that. both school and japan. i have a pretty chill schedule which i'm not toooo happy about but what can i do about my poor district with no money to pay teachers with!
i hope that you have all been doing well and if none of you read this, well, i don't know, i hope you do because i really do want to catch up! ♥