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Dec 11, 2005 20:37


I'm exhausted and don't feel very good, this weekend was really fun but weird at the same time, maybe I'll go into detail about the adventures tomorrow or something. They were silly/fun.

I barely know my grandpa who lives in Oregon. My mom's dad, he's stubborn, quiet, and just a crazy old man. Hard of hearing and almost blind, he's the most senile person I've yet to meet. I don't know what his favorite food is, what he likes to do in his spare time, where he grew up, how he met my grandma, nothing. He's in the hospital, he collapsed, stopped breathing, and is unconscious. AKA, he had a heart attack tonight.

My poor grandma.

I wish I would have taken a moment to be outgoing, be his granddaughter, and actually get to know him. It would have meant a lot to my mom, who is now completely sobbing over his condition--my mom, the lady who I've practically never seen cry. The worst part is, I can't miss school to go visit. And that's thanks to my stupid "personal" days that I skipped. I wish I was more responsible.

That would make two grandparents in the hospital with heart problems, in less than 2 weeks. I wonder if this is some sick joke, my family has been on edge, and actually showing signs of human emotion--I hate seeing people I love cry, I have found my ultimate weakness.

welllllll let's try and end on a happy note: one week of school till break
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