Life's a bitch!
Ya, so my mother was suppose to fax some papers to the college i was going to, she knew she had to do it before noon, but at 11:30 i still couldn't get ahold of her. Now the thing with it being in before noon ment that i'd get a 1000 dollar scholarship. That would be a huge help to me. But she could leave her g/f's side for a few minutes to help me, plus yesturday she was suppose to be here at two p.m. to pay to hold my place in classes, but once again she was busy. I told her i wasn't doing this on my own, i need back-up, i need someone who can tell me i can do this that it's worth it, that i'm not making a mistake. I have yet to find anyone to tell me that. Before everyone was like, you should take online courses, so i finally did my research picked my major and now no one cares, no one is telling me this is right. Maybe they were all just trying to make me feel like i could do more with my life, when they knew that i really couldn't. Gawd i hate this. I feel ready, i wanted to do this, i mean Criminal Justice classes rawk. It covers so many different things and would open a lot of doors. I hate my mother, i just wish she loved me as much as she loves my step bro and a sis.
Well i just had to get all of that off of my chest, thanks for listening.
Well i just had to get all of that off of my chest, thanks for listening.