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So I got an email from a "photographer" telling me he was willing to pay me $500 to meet with him and $1000 to put me in a calendar. When I questioned him about it he said "hey dont worry I'm not a murderer or a rapist, come on we both go to hofstra". At first I was comforted, but then I realized "it doesnt say anywhere in any of my profiles that I go to Hofstra".
This isn't the first thing "like this" that has happened since I started modeling; I have two other photographers practically stalking me and harrassing me. I am seriously rethinking how much I enjoy being harrassed, criticized and ripped apart everyday; what kind of a career is that anyway? I know no one is perfect, but what 110 lb girl wants to hear she has to lose weight? Or that her jaw is weak, or that she has elf like qualities (lol), or that her mouth is too small. I can go on forever but in all honestly I DON'T WANT TO. I like me the way I am... even all the recent added "curves" ::wink::.
Other then that, Halloween weekend was amazing. Except when my contact cracked in my eye on Sat night and then I found the other half in my eye Sunday morning. ridiculous.
This isn't the first thing "like this" that has happened since I started modeling; I have two other photographers practically stalking me and harrassing me. I am seriously rethinking how much I enjoy being harrassed, criticized and ripped apart everyday; what kind of a career is that anyway? I know no one is perfect, but what 110 lb girl wants to hear she has to lose weight? Or that her jaw is weak, or that she has elf like qualities (lol), or that her mouth is too small. I can go on forever but in all honestly I DON'T WANT TO. I like me the way I am... even all the recent added "curves" ::wink::.
Other then that, Halloween weekend was amazing. Except when my contact cracked in my eye on Sat night and then I found the other half in my eye Sunday morning. ridiculous.