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Last night at Jebbie's was fun...even if I was thrown in the pool with my towel:) When I got home I was totally exhausted and went to bed right away...then got up this morning to go to work, grrr.
Of course mom has been in a tizzy ever since yesterday and was still in one this morning...I think I might have an idea why, it just dawned on me...but still she needs to back off and let me grow up.
Work today was so not fun...I was working drive-thru and then another girl came in and just took over working the window. I ran for her and everything, and she did absolutely nothing but collect change, all too slowly too!!! She asked me to make drinks while I was carrying like seven bags of food AND tried to get me to get whatever sauce she needed...then she had trouble counting back change!! I was ready to explode.
Do you ever have those days when optimism just fails you? I feel so overwhelmed with crap and so much of it is the personal kind you can't just put in a live journal...I feel like I have the entire weight of the world on my chest...and not just as Spiderman either...I know everyone has options, but why do options have to hurt so much? And why does life have to be so difficult? I mean I know everyone says "That's life" but what I want to know is why does that have to be life? I feel like I have no where to turn...I can't have a smile on my face twenty-four seven, but I know I have to. Everybody goes through crap so I know I can't complain, it's just hard sometimes. I wish there were labels for life...telling people what to do and what not to do...it would make things so much easier. There are no guarantees, and that's one of the scariest things ever. I wish I knew what to do...oh well, there was my little vent and now I guess I should be all better...
On a lighter note...Six Flags! Yay:) It's gonna be so much fun!!!!! I just hope mom let's me go...she's been such a pous lately...oh yeah, Happy Birthday to us:)
Of course mom has been in a tizzy ever since yesterday and was still in one this morning...I think I might have an idea why, it just dawned on me...but still she needs to back off and let me grow up.
Work today was so not fun...I was working drive-thru and then another girl came in and just took over working the window. I ran for her and everything, and she did absolutely nothing but collect change, all too slowly too!!! She asked me to make drinks while I was carrying like seven bags of food AND tried to get me to get whatever sauce she needed...then she had trouble counting back change!! I was ready to explode.
Do you ever have those days when optimism just fails you? I feel so overwhelmed with crap and so much of it is the personal kind you can't just put in a live journal...I feel like I have the entire weight of the world on my chest...and not just as Spiderman either...I know everyone has options, but why do options have to hurt so much? And why does life have to be so difficult? I mean I know everyone says "That's life" but what I want to know is why does that have to be life? I feel like I have no where to turn...I can't have a smile on my face twenty-four seven, but I know I have to. Everybody goes through crap so I know I can't complain, it's just hard sometimes. I wish there were labels for life...telling people what to do and what not to do...it would make things so much easier. There are no guarantees, and that's one of the scariest things ever. I wish I knew what to do...oh well, there was my little vent and now I guess I should be all better...
On a lighter note...Six Flags! Yay:) It's gonna be so much fun!!!!! I just hope mom let's me go...she's been such a pous lately...oh yeah, Happy Birthday to us:)