Jan 29, 2005 22:54
my world is insane. i cant even try to understand what goes on in my life. all i can do try to keep up.
today i went to the mall with russel and brenden. i split up with them to go do some shopping for clothes and stuff, but i never actually bought anything. i saw amy and claire, and then i bumped into nicole and ashley. we went into american eagle so they could get some snazzy bracelets, but the managers of that store have no clue what they are doing AT ALL and we couldnt get them. then we got some orange julius' and nicole was right, orange tastes really bad. i remember them tasting so much better. oh well.
i felt so.....wrong today. i have every reason to be the happiest kid in the world, and i am, but i feel weird. i felt nervous, i felt self-concious, i felt worried, i felt like my pants were stupid, i felt scummy, i felt AXVDVBSIUFSUSAHD. i need new clothes. im so stressed. im so grateful. i love my life. i couldnt sleep last night. i was so happy. im still so happy.