Thank you for your friendship and our great conversations.
I was just reading Brandon's entries and I saw something that really stuck out to me. "How is it that nothing is ever right even when all is well?" It reminds me of someone really close to me. Everything, each day is awesome and good to me, but in the back of my head I wonder if it's like that for you. Who knows. It makes me so sad to think, to imagine that you aren't happy and, well, if you're not, why? What is it that I did? What was it? And why can't I change it? I wish I could rewind to the days we were in bliss. Those were the days.
Last night I went and got coffee and had a long conversation with Jacob. It was great! We both think so much alike. We're both hopeless romantics. He spoke of the girl he's always been in love with and how he'd give anything to have that back. And that it took him throwing it away to realize how much he wanted it back. It's great to know there's still sincere people out there today, people who don't think you have to date or hook up with a million people. That you can date a few and be happy. It's great to know people save small things, like their kisses for people they truly like and/or care about. We've both dated the same amount of people and want to keep it to a small number. Idk, I just feel like I really got to know Jacob last night. I mean, we know each other and we've been friends for awhile, but last night we had a really deep conversation. He told me things that you wouldn't tell just anyone and I did the same. I think it brought our friendship that much closer. It was nice to have him just listen and to be able to relate to me. he valued everything I said and completely understood where I was coming from. We both understood we believe in and do a lot of the same things.
I can only hope he gets to be with that girl, the love of his life. He knows she's the one and he deserves to be happy. I can't wait to see the story of those two play out and I hope it plays out just the way he wants it to.
Last night I went and got coffee and had a long conversation with Jacob. It was great! We both think so much alike. We're both hopeless romantics. He spoke of the girl he's always been in love with and how he'd give anything to have that back. And that it took him throwing it away to realize how much he wanted it back. It's great to know there's still sincere people out there today, people who don't think you have to date or hook up with a million people. That you can date a few and be happy. It's great to know people save small things, like their kisses for people they truly like and/or care about. We've both dated the same amount of people and want to keep it to a small number. Idk, I just feel like I really got to know Jacob last night. I mean, we know each other and we've been friends for awhile, but last night we had a really deep conversation. He told me things that you wouldn't tell just anyone and I did the same. I think it brought our friendship that much closer. It was nice to have him just listen and to be able to relate to me. he valued everything I said and completely understood where I was coming from. We both understood we believe in and do a lot of the same things.
I can only hope he gets to be with that girl, the love of his life. He knows she's the one and he deserves to be happy. I can't wait to see the story of those two play out and I hope it plays out just the way he wants it to.