May 21, 2005 23:10
School has officially ended and all of a sudden its hit me like a ton of bricks. I've really been thinking about everything..all these memories i had of school and of all my friends..of all the awesome people i met at male. It's really upsetting to think about. All of these great people i met..i know im going to lose contact with some of them because thats just how it goes sometimes. I go to sleep crying just thinking about it all..i knew iwas gonna be upset but not this upset. I guess its because i got to thinking that if it werent for school..i wouldnt have met the guy that i've fallen head over heels for. It' just depressing. And then ive been seeing all my friends crying at school and that upsets me aswell. agh..graduation night is gonna be awful lol.