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I just got my room assignment in my email when i checked to see if admissions responded to my withdrawal. I'm really starting to lose it these days. Last night I was putting away my laundry and I almost cried when I saw one of my UVM sweatshirts. I feel like I need to get out a good cry and I'll feel better but I'm at the point where I physically can't cry. I feel like I'm an outsider to this whole world that surrounds all the people close to me, I feel like I will be missing out on so much this year. I know I'm gonna experience it all next year but I'm just kinda putting my life on hold for a year and it kinda bugs me. I wanna do something with this year, I wanna learn something, try something new, just do something besides work full time while all my friends are experiencing a world outside of Plymouth, MA....idk I don't make sense even to myself anymore
ps Jocey I miss youuuu already and you haven't left yet :(
<3 nicole
ps Jocey I miss youuuu already and you haven't left yet :(
<3 nicole