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Time for some bitching...yeah...I've been in one of those contemplative moods, which always leads to some bitching...so...ever notice how someone sees you one time or reads one thing you wrote or watches how you act around one person and then suddenly assumes they know exactly who you are and how you feel and shit? People are like...oh, she's a whore cuz she slept with four different guys (oh no, not 4 guys!)...or she must be a bitch cuz she doesn't smile at every single thing people say (ever hear of a bad day?)...all that stuff is just bullshit...why should it matter how many people someone sleeps with? is that really what you base your friendships on?? Hell, you can sleep with 200 people and I wouldn't give a fuck cuz that stuff just isn't that important. I'm just sick of hearing everyone talk about everyone else's lives like it's really any of their business. Oh, and another thing, I write this journal for myself so that I have something to make me laugh...make me remember things...make me think about what's going on..whatever. The bottom line is, I'm not writing this for anyone else's benefit...sure, you can read it. Even comment if you want, that's fine with me, but don't come because you think I'm writing this for you to read...what I say may not be interesting to you, it may even annoy you, but I don't care. So there you go..I think that's enough bitching one day.