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Hi to everyone that cares enough to read these...haven't received any posts yet which is disappointing, but oh well
I didn't sleep last night...so I'm very tired and have been throwing up since sunday....i haven't thrown up since this morning. But I'm very weak and have no energy and have a migraine and my body just aches. I am running a bit of a fever...but no biggie. I went to the doctor this morning and he gave me phenergan for the nausea and told me to get tylenol or excedrin with a sleep aid in it. He told me that I have the flu and there really isn't anything he can do for me since I have the flu. I'm off until friday so I will just be resting and trying to get better. My roommate and I have been getting along better today. She took me to walgreens to get some medicine and a big envelope so I could mail off my apt information for when I move to Michigan, I mailed that off tonight. So she should get it by friday or saturday hopefully. I was planning on moving on the 19th because I hate it so much here. But I have to pay my car payment on the 25th, so I am considering waiting. My two week notice is up on the 26th. I know if I work my two weeks out, that when I get to Michigan and go to apply at the Applebees that I won't have any problems getting the job when they call Fridays to check my reference and to see how well I did my job, whether or not I was on time to work which I always am...etc etc. So I will probably wait to leave on the 26th which is a monday and my goal is to leave while my roommate is in school...it'll be easier that way. So as much as I hate it here, I think I will work out my two weeks just so that I can get the job at Applebees. Don't know if I posted this in my other post, but the trailor from uhaul only costs $67 and will fit my dresser, entertainment center, nightstands and kitchen table. The rest which is my clothes, dishes, glassware, pots and pans, my cat carrier, litter box, cat dish and bathroom stuff will all fit in my car and what doesn't it can go into jays car or whoever is bringing him. I'm depressed because I'm going to have to stay here longer...all I want is to be with my boyfriend and best friend and around people that care about me and love me. Plus I'm out of my meds, so I'm kind of crashing and being pretty psychotic. I cut for the first time in a long time the other night and I have 10 cuts on my inner right arm. The only thing is is that I don't remember doing it...just remember the knife sitting on the table and blood running down my arm. I hate it when I do stuff like this. Oh well, I get my meds tomorrow which is a very good thing....I know it'll stabalize me in a sense. Well as I don't feel good, I'm going to go lay down and watch some movies or something. Hopefully this tylenol pm will help me to sleep tonight.
Love to all
I didn't sleep last night...so I'm very tired and have been throwing up since sunday....i haven't thrown up since this morning. But I'm very weak and have no energy and have a migraine and my body just aches. I am running a bit of a fever...but no biggie. I went to the doctor this morning and he gave me phenergan for the nausea and told me to get tylenol or excedrin with a sleep aid in it. He told me that I have the flu and there really isn't anything he can do for me since I have the flu. I'm off until friday so I will just be resting and trying to get better. My roommate and I have been getting along better today. She took me to walgreens to get some medicine and a big envelope so I could mail off my apt information for when I move to Michigan, I mailed that off tonight. So she should get it by friday or saturday hopefully. I was planning on moving on the 19th because I hate it so much here. But I have to pay my car payment on the 25th, so I am considering waiting. My two week notice is up on the 26th. I know if I work my two weeks out, that when I get to Michigan and go to apply at the Applebees that I won't have any problems getting the job when they call Fridays to check my reference and to see how well I did my job, whether or not I was on time to work which I always am...etc etc. So I will probably wait to leave on the 26th which is a monday and my goal is to leave while my roommate is in school...it'll be easier that way. So as much as I hate it here, I think I will work out my two weeks just so that I can get the job at Applebees. Don't know if I posted this in my other post, but the trailor from uhaul only costs $67 and will fit my dresser, entertainment center, nightstands and kitchen table. The rest which is my clothes, dishes, glassware, pots and pans, my cat carrier, litter box, cat dish and bathroom stuff will all fit in my car and what doesn't it can go into jays car or whoever is bringing him. I'm depressed because I'm going to have to stay here longer...all I want is to be with my boyfriend and best friend and around people that care about me and love me. Plus I'm out of my meds, so I'm kind of crashing and being pretty psychotic. I cut for the first time in a long time the other night and I have 10 cuts on my inner right arm. The only thing is is that I don't remember doing it...just remember the knife sitting on the table and blood running down my arm. I hate it when I do stuff like this. Oh well, I get my meds tomorrow which is a very good thing....I know it'll stabalize me in a sense. Well as I don't feel good, I'm going to go lay down and watch some movies or something. Hopefully this tylenol pm will help me to sleep tonight.
Love to all