Title: One Day You'll Know, Just Not Today. (Ori. Oneshot/Freestyle poem?)
Genre: Angst? Teen.
Author: nicolaaa2929
Pairing: Broken JongKey
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own them, sadly SMent. does TT____TT don't worry babies, i'll save you sooner or later!
Summary: Kibum loves Jonghyun, sadly it's not likewise....or is it?
A/N: My first JongKey Oneshot ever posted. I can't write anything happy nowadays o__o, all i can write is angst and depressing/heartbroken oneshots. o__o Anyway, yeah, i'll try to write some happy jongkey fluff lol. And i might make a sequel or chaptered fic to this? Or should i just keep it as a Oneshot? Btw, this is like a typea freestyle poem? I don't know how else to express it lol.
I hope i did well! Enjoy!
Kibum's POV:
I've always been told it would never work out.
I was too naive to realize.
I wish miracles would come true.
I wish you would feel the way I do.
Then things would be so much easier.
I wish you would disappear.
But, you're my best friend now, that can't happen.
I'm a boy, you're a boy, I shouldn't feel this way.
I'm too afraid to tell you.
Our friendship might end.
I should like girls, not you.
It wasn't suppose to be this way.
So I just ignored it, hoping it was just a phase.
Until I couldn't anymore.
It hurts too much, seeing you this way.
One day you'll know, just not today.
You have a girlfriend. You love her very much.
You've fought with her so many times.
She makes you cry so much.
Then you come to me.
And cry on my shoulder.
I just support you, hug you, pet you, hold your hand.
I try to reassure you that everything will be okay.
I met a girl, named Nicole.
She's everything a guy could want in a girl.
Looks, personality, loyalty.
But none of it compares to you.
I tried to make myself like her.
In the end, we're just friends.
It hurts me, seeing you in the hallway.
Your arm around her shoulder.
Right now, I just try to distance myself.
Hopefully it'll work.
For now though, i' m just happy with friendship.
You both are broken up.
She gave you your necklace back.
You know, the one you got from Cancun?
I'm just here comforting you.
I give you my knit bracelet my best friend gave me.
Hopefully that will comfort you.
If miracles came true, you would feel the way I do.
But you don't, and you don't know how I feel either.
But for now, i' m okay.
One day you'll know, just not today.