Jar Of Hearts 1/?
Title: Jar Of Hearts
Author: nicolaaa2929
Pairing: JongKey (Broken for a while), DongKey/KeyWoon, 2MIN, Onew/Luna, Key/Mir, + Other future side pairings.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Rating: PG13 (For some foul language and intense situations)
Summary: After a horrible goodbye night, Kibum goes on with life and feels as though he can finally move on, but when his past lover returns, he doesn't know how to react. Will Kibum continue on despite the reunion or get sucked in his feelings from the past?
Disclaimer: No, i do not own any of these wonderful, amazing, talented peeps. They belong to their rightful companies/owners they sound like slaves o__o
A/N: Well, this is the first official chaptered fic i'm gonna put up here. If these ideas sound familiar, i don't really know what to say, cause i was inspired by reading too many drama/angst fanfics and depressing/sad music lol. If you don't ship anything other than JongKey, i don't really know what to say either lol, BUT don't worry, JongKey will come! This is a mostly angst fic btw lol, but with the occasional happy moments :D. I don't really know how many chapters this will be, but i'll try to end it under 10 chapters if possible. I'm trying to finish this other fic (that was based off the two poems on my journal lol) it's gonna be called "Teenage Years" so yeah :D! And YES i will update this either every day or every other day, i'm gonna try my best to keep my schedule in check. Sorry, i can't really write anything else but angst and drama lol. But yeah, hope you enjoy this~! ^___^
"Who do you think you are?"
"Runnin' 'round' leaving scars"
"Collecting your jar of hearts"
"Tearing love apart."
"You're gonna catch a cold"
"From the eyes inside your soul"
"So don't come back for me."
"Don't come back at all."
~ Jar of Hearts
by Christina Perri
~Third Person POV~
There was an unsettling silence. Kibum knew something was up, Jonghyun had ignored him for the past week. He also hadn't shown up at school for the past week. They were looking at everything but each other.
"Kibum... we're done." Jonghyun broke the silence.
"What?" Kibum looked up from where he was standing.
They'd been standing in silence for about ten minutes when Jonghyun had asked Kibum to meet up at the park at midnight.
"I said..." Jonghyun took a deep breath. He kept a stern face on.
"We're done. We're fucking done. I don't want to see you ever again."
Kibum didn't know what to do. He stood there staring at Jonghyun for what felt like an eternity.
"Stop looking at me like that...you worthless piece of crap."
Kibum was appalled, Jonghyun never talked to him like that. Let alone, call him crap.
What happened to him?
"Yeobo... are you okay?" Kibum became concerned for his lover, despite the amount of offense he felt at that moment.
"What the fuck do you mean? Of course i'm okay! It's yourself you need to check out!" Jonghyun roared, rage washing over his face.
Kibum feared for what Jonghyun was going to say next, he felt as though it was going to be worse than what already came out of his mouth.
"You're a fucking mess of worthless shit! Get your mind together!"
Here it comes...
"I never want to see your damn face again!" Jonghyun spat at him.
Each word hit Kibum like a slap across the face.
He felt destroyed, like the worst piece of shit in the world.
He never paid attention to any insults from people, having his head held high.
The only person who he would care what they thought of him, was Jonghyun.
His head-strong diva was now torn to pieces, leaving a naked, vulnerable Kibum.
Silent tears fell down his cheeks, staining his beautiful, milky white skin.
Jonghyun watched as Kibum slowly slid down onto the grass. Kibum was completely unaware of how Jonghyun felt at that moment.
His heart too, was being destroyed.
I'm the reason why his beautiful face is crying.
My beautiful little Kibummie.
I'm sorry i'm hurting you this way.
It's the best for you.
For us.
I'm only trying to protect you.
Please understand, one day you'll know.
It took everything Jonghyun had to not fall on the grassy floor next to Kibum and comfort him. To not take it all back and apologize. To not hug, cradle, or kiss him.
I'm sorry, it's for the best.
"Goodbye Kibum, forget me." Jonghyun started backing away. He turned away and started walking as fast as he could.
Leaving Kibum on the floor, in his misery.
It can't be true. It can't.
It must be a joke, he wouldn't leave me.
"Jonghyun..." he whispered, trying to regain his composure.
"Jonghyun!" he called.
Kibum slowly got up, he looked around trying to find the familiar figure of his once-beloved one.
There wasn't anyone there, it was midnight and the park was empty.
"JONGHYUN!" he screamed and started running.
"DON'T LEAVE ME!"
"DONT' LEAVE ME!"
"DON'T LEAVE ME!"
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Dongwoon was walking back to his best friend's dorm.
It was a Saturday afternoon, he was suppose to be at Minho's big soccer game today.
But, he decided against it, and go over to Kibum's dorm to take care of him while he is sick, and to make him food.
Kibum, his bestfriend, is also the guy he'd been crushing on for the past year.
As he walked inside, he felt a surge of unsettling silence.
It's one in the afternoon, Kibum would atleast be watching television, it's not like he's dead or anything.
The sickness couldn't be THAT bad could it?
After thinking that, Dongwoon felt panic.
Kibum!
Dongwoon threw the groceries on the counter, not caring about anything other than going to check on Kibum. He ran to his room.
"D-Don't l-leave m-me..." Kibum wheezed.
He was covered in sweat, his bands sticking to his forehead, and his face tear-streaked.
Dongwoon ran to his crush's side, sliding his arm under Kibum, caressing his tiny waist.
"Babe, it's okay. I'm here, I won't leave you."
"I-I..." Kibum tried speaking, in his sleep.
"I-I l-love..." Dongwoon's heart immediately started racing at the choice of words Kibum spoke.
Even though Kibum was asleep, Dongwoon still felt excited.
"y-you..."
Is this a confession?!?!
"J-Jonghyun..." Kibum wheezed.
What?
Who's Jonghyun?
2nd A/N: Soo. I feel like this chapter is too short to even be considered a chapter. I feel like its a Prologue instead of an actual first chapter x___x. ASDKJHL so like, let me know if you like it and if i should continue it or not. :] BTW, Second chapter will be up probably by tomorrow but definitely this weekend. Thanks for reading! ^___^
Author: nicolaaa2929
Pairing: JongKey (Broken for a while), DongKey/KeyWoon, 2MIN, Onew/Luna, Key/Mir, + Other future side pairings.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Rating: PG13 (For some foul language and intense situations)
Summary: After a horrible goodbye night, Kibum goes on with life and feels as though he can finally move on, but when his past lover returns, he doesn't know how to react. Will Kibum continue on despite the reunion or get sucked in his feelings from the past?
Disclaimer: No, i do not own any of these wonderful, amazing, talented peeps. They belong to their rightful companies/owners they sound like slaves o__o
A/N: Well, this is the first official chaptered fic i'm gonna put up here. If these ideas sound familiar, i don't really know what to say, cause i was inspired by reading too many drama/angst fanfics and depressing/sad music lol. If you don't ship anything other than JongKey, i don't really know what to say either lol, BUT don't worry, JongKey will come! This is a mostly angst fic btw lol, but with the occasional happy moments :D. I don't really know how many chapters this will be, but i'll try to end it under 10 chapters if possible. I'm trying to finish this other fic (that was based off the two poems on my journal lol) it's gonna be called "Teenage Years" so yeah :D! And YES i will update this either every day or every other day, i'm gonna try my best to keep my schedule in check. Sorry, i can't really write anything else but angst and drama lol. But yeah, hope you enjoy this~! ^___^
"Who do you think you are?"
"Runnin' 'round' leaving scars"
"Collecting your jar of hearts"
"Tearing love apart."
"You're gonna catch a cold"
"From the eyes inside your soul"
"So don't come back for me."
"Don't come back at all."
~ Jar of Hearts
by Christina Perri
~Third Person POV~
There was an unsettling silence. Kibum knew something was up, Jonghyun had ignored him for the past week. He also hadn't shown up at school for the past week. They were looking at everything but each other.
"Kibum... we're done." Jonghyun broke the silence.
"What?" Kibum looked up from where he was standing.
They'd been standing in silence for about ten minutes when Jonghyun had asked Kibum to meet up at the park at midnight.
"I said..." Jonghyun took a deep breath. He kept a stern face on.
"We're done. We're fucking done. I don't want to see you ever again."
Kibum didn't know what to do. He stood there staring at Jonghyun for what felt like an eternity.
"Stop looking at me like that...you worthless piece of crap."
Kibum was appalled, Jonghyun never talked to him like that. Let alone, call him crap.
What happened to him?
"Yeobo... are you okay?" Kibum became concerned for his lover, despite the amount of offense he felt at that moment.
"What the fuck do you mean? Of course i'm okay! It's yourself you need to check out!" Jonghyun roared, rage washing over his face.
Kibum feared for what Jonghyun was going to say next, he felt as though it was going to be worse than what already came out of his mouth.
"You're a fucking mess of worthless shit! Get your mind together!"
Here it comes...
"I never want to see your damn face again!" Jonghyun spat at him.
Each word hit Kibum like a slap across the face.
He felt destroyed, like the worst piece of shit in the world.
He never paid attention to any insults from people, having his head held high.
The only person who he would care what they thought of him, was Jonghyun.
His head-strong diva was now torn to pieces, leaving a naked, vulnerable Kibum.
Silent tears fell down his cheeks, staining his beautiful, milky white skin.
Jonghyun watched as Kibum slowly slid down onto the grass. Kibum was completely unaware of how Jonghyun felt at that moment.
His heart too, was being destroyed.
I'm the reason why his beautiful face is crying.
My beautiful little Kibummie.
I'm sorry i'm hurting you this way.
It's the best for you.
For us.
I'm only trying to protect you.
Please understand, one day you'll know.
It took everything Jonghyun had to not fall on the grassy floor next to Kibum and comfort him. To not take it all back and apologize. To not hug, cradle, or kiss him.
I'm sorry, it's for the best.
"Goodbye Kibum, forget me." Jonghyun started backing away. He turned away and started walking as fast as he could.
Leaving Kibum on the floor, in his misery.
It can't be true. It can't.
It must be a joke, he wouldn't leave me.
"Jonghyun..." he whispered, trying to regain his composure.
"Jonghyun!" he called.
Kibum slowly got up, he looked around trying to find the familiar figure of his once-beloved one.
There wasn't anyone there, it was midnight and the park was empty.
"JONGHYUN!" he screamed and started running.
"DON'T LEAVE ME!"
"DONT' LEAVE ME!"
"DON'T LEAVE ME!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dongwoon was walking back to his best friend's dorm.
It was a Saturday afternoon, he was suppose to be at Minho's big soccer game today.
But, he decided against it, and go over to Kibum's dorm to take care of him while he is sick, and to make him food.
Kibum, his bestfriend, is also the guy he'd been crushing on for the past year.
As he walked inside, he felt a surge of unsettling silence.
It's one in the afternoon, Kibum would atleast be watching television, it's not like he's dead or anything.
The sickness couldn't be THAT bad could it?
After thinking that, Dongwoon felt panic.
Kibum!
Dongwoon threw the groceries on the counter, not caring about anything other than going to check on Kibum. He ran to his room.
"D-Don't l-leave m-me..." Kibum wheezed.
He was covered in sweat, his bands sticking to his forehead, and his face tear-streaked.
Dongwoon ran to his crush's side, sliding his arm under Kibum, caressing his tiny waist.
"Babe, it's okay. I'm here, I won't leave you."
"I-I..." Kibum tried speaking, in his sleep.
"I-I l-love..." Dongwoon's heart immediately started racing at the choice of words Kibum spoke.
Even though Kibum was asleep, Dongwoon still felt excited.
"y-you..."
Is this a confession?!?!
"J-Jonghyun..." Kibum wheezed.
What?
Who's Jonghyun?
2nd A/N: Soo. I feel like this chapter is too short to even be considered a chapter. I feel like its a Prologue instead of an actual first chapter x___x. ASDKJHL so like, let me know if you like it and if i should continue it or not. :] BTW, Second chapter will be up probably by tomorrow but definitely this weekend. Thanks for reading! ^___^