speechless [1.4.05]
i'm at a loss for words.
i just can't figre out what to say.
i know what i mean
at least to a certain extent.
i'm actually confused myself:
what i do understand,
i don't think i should feel or say.
it's just not normal,
i'm not usually like this.
there's so much i want to say,
but i'm afraid to open my mouth
afraid to say what i'm thinking.
but what am i afraid of?
afraid of me.
afraid of you.
afraid of feelings.
usually it's hard to shut me up,
but you leave me speechess.
i just can't figre out what to say.
i know what i mean
at least to a certain extent.
i'm actually confused myself:
what i do understand,
i don't think i should feel or say.
it's just not normal,
i'm not usually like this.
there's so much i want to say,
but i'm afraid to open my mouth
afraid to say what i'm thinking.
but what am i afraid of?
afraid of me.
afraid of you.
afraid of feelings.
usually it's hard to shut me up,
but you leave me speechess.