comittment issues
why do i have committment issues?
i had to watch jenny--
instead of running around at the pool,
i had to see that face of innocence
lying there in that box.
she couldn't say anything anymore,
she was just lying there.
no more kindergarten for her.
that was my first funeral.
and as i've decided:
my last as well.
i know nothing lasts forever,
so what's the point, huh?
nothing lasts forever.
rebecca left me,
not like she wanted to,
but the damn cop couldn't drive.
he had to be driving so fast,
and he killed the nicest girl i ever knew.
damn fucker.
and how am i supposed to care so much
about anyone when i know they'll eventually be gone?
i still think she'll be there if i call her house...
that is why i haven't called.
i don't want to believe what i know is true.
i still haven't visited rebecca,
who is next to hannah in her grave.
another innocent life lost forever.
they can't be gone.
it just isn't fair.
the people that matter most to me
are hurting so badly because their darling daughter/sister--
is gone forever.
an aspiring artist, everybody's best friend,
a varsity cheerleader, great grades.
she should still be there for my jakey.
it just isn't fair.
mamma dodd can't go to football games anymore.
so many people touched by all these angels
but where are they now?
and it's just so hard
to get too close.
i had to watch jenny--
instead of running around at the pool,
i had to see that face of innocence
lying there in that box.
she couldn't say anything anymore,
she was just lying there.
no more kindergarten for her.
that was my first funeral.
and as i've decided:
my last as well.
i know nothing lasts forever,
so what's the point, huh?
nothing lasts forever.
rebecca left me,
not like she wanted to,
but the damn cop couldn't drive.
he had to be driving so fast,
and he killed the nicest girl i ever knew.
damn fucker.
and how am i supposed to care so much
about anyone when i know they'll eventually be gone?
i still think she'll be there if i call her house...
that is why i haven't called.
i don't want to believe what i know is true.
i still haven't visited rebecca,
who is next to hannah in her grave.
another innocent life lost forever.
they can't be gone.
it just isn't fair.
the people that matter most to me
are hurting so badly because their darling daughter/sister--
is gone forever.
an aspiring artist, everybody's best friend,
a varsity cheerleader, great grades.
she should still be there for my jakey.
it just isn't fair.
mamma dodd can't go to football games anymore.
so many people touched by all these angels
but where are they now?
and it's just so hard
to get too close.