I honestly feel way too young to be having this kind of revelation.
I cried tonight. Many times.
And unfortunately, the main reason wasn't that I was completely upset (even though, of course I was).
The main reason is that, we take each other for granted. And it's only moments like these that bring us together. It saddens me greatly.
And as your life goes on, more people close to you die. It's inevitable.
But it comes to a point where you don't cry simply out of sadness anymore.
It comes to a point where you're so emotionally numb, that you realize just how desensitized you've truly become.
And it's at that point in your life, that you start to cry, really cry, for the first time in your life.
Because when you come to this conclusion about yourself, you're really only crying because you mentally can't handle the fact that you lack emotion.
and all I long for right now, is to be surrounded by people I love, and who am I with right now? no one. :-/
And unfortunately, the main reason wasn't that I was completely upset (even though, of course I was).
The main reason is that, we take each other for granted. And it's only moments like these that bring us together. It saddens me greatly.
And as your life goes on, more people close to you die. It's inevitable.
But it comes to a point where you don't cry simply out of sadness anymore.
It comes to a point where you're so emotionally numb, that you realize just how desensitized you've truly become.
And it's at that point in your life, that you start to cry, really cry, for the first time in your life.
Because when you come to this conclusion about yourself, you're really only crying because you mentally can't handle the fact that you lack emotion.
and all I long for right now, is to be surrounded by people I love, and who am I with right now? no one. :-/