True love is the soul's recognition of it's counterpart in another

Jan 28, 2006 01:28

It's 1.30 in the morning. My boyfriend is sleeping. Shannon and I are still wide awake and I have to be up at 8.30 in the morning to go to a meeting for work. I was going to take a shower tonight but kind of got a little side tracked. Opps. Basically meaning I have to be up earlier than what I had planned. Not cool.

I was watching Family Guy the other day with Michael and had an interesting realization about some of the characters. Mostly Stewie, Lois, and Brian.

Since I have been studying Freud in Personality Psych and his little theory of the Id, Ego, and Superego. Basically Stewie represents the Id. Impulsive. Irrational. Brian represents the Superego. Being the one who thinks of the consequences that come out of it. Where Lois is the Ego. Who mediates between the Id and the Superego. Now that everyone else has read it, you will think about those characters in that sense.

It's kind of funny. At least in my eyes.

It's also kind of funny that I can hear the people next door being all loud and stuff. It's funny. I'm amused by some very simple things lately.

Considering the title of this Lj, I really wanted to gush about how happy I am with Michael. He just impresses me on a daily basis. I don't think there is anything else that would make me happier. Plus I don't think he will ever stop amazing me. I really enjoy a lot of things. Normally, I don't believe in the whole "love at first sight" thing or the whole "the one" aspect of things but looking at how they are working, he is kind of the one for me. I mean seriously we match up perfectly. On so many different levels. He is wonderful. I feel wonderful being with him.

Yea, I know gag me. I'm pathetic. It's amusing when people are so in love with someone and they just gush about that person, I think it is funny. But then here I am going on and on about how happy I am. I just have always wondered what it felt like to have someone match you on every level. I mean just mentally and emotionally is enough. It's unreal. I don't think that anyone I have ever dated has matched me on a mental level. Maybe emotionally or what not but never mentally. It's amazing being able to have real intelligent conversations with a person. I always hated dumbing myself down in a sense when it came to talking to people. I mean until I moved up to Kent, I hadn't really had a half way intelligent conversation with any of my friends that I hung out with on a daily basis or even boyfriends until now. I honestly feel like I am one of the lckiest girls on this earth.

Shannon has made me realize what real friends are like. I never really had real real friends until I met some people up here. The people who will always be there for me even when I piss them off. It is funny. I love my friends. So much. Maria is one of those other real friends that I have. Same with Sabo. I think I am pretty damn lucky to have that many close personal friends that I can label best friends. If a person has more than one best friend they are lucky. So I am very lucky to have such wonderful friends. Such a wonderful boyfriend. Plus my family is just as amazing. I love my life.
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