Random stuff

[nickylaxy]

Well im just gonna throw some random things out b/c im bored. First I guess I can talk about Jess and I. It's been like 4 days since i've seen her and im starting to get a little lonley. I get to see her sat night b/c she is working in the morn. For some reason (at the moment) I feel like I did when I was single and i HATE that feeling. Even if a few days go by I get this weird lonley feeling that i can't shake. Hopefully saturday will cure that b/c I get to sleep over. Waking up with her is the best. I don't understand the guys in my age bracket right now. So many people go for the one night hook up thing or even date girls for just sex. I really wish things were different. Im not saying all guys are like that but a majority are. So many hearts get broken b/c of sex. It's so powerfull and it has such a huge influence on peoples judgements when it comes to relationships. Trust me im no prude, i love being with jessika in that way but that doesnt drive our relationship, just adds a lil something to it ;) One problem with a lot of guys is that they don't realize what they have until they've lost it. It seems like most guys no matter how smart/pretty/sweet their girl is, they think they can get someone better. So they cheat. Cheating is soooo fucking wrong and if i could give once piece of advice to everyone it's to never cheat on someone, even if you're not in love. That person may be in love with you and it could hurt them more than anything in the world. Don't even let that thought enter your mind. Tons of guys look at other girls, i mean i do it and I dont even realize it. I'll usually get a good slap for it but jess knows i'd never ever do anything to hurt her. I don't wanna keep going on b/c it's late and my grammar is horrible.

O yeah my seadoo fund is a loooottt higher now I just got another computer project and jess brought like TONS of change over. Soon we will be riding into the western sunset on my water horse :)