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Aug 28, 2007 09:47

you know, deleting someone on facebook isn't as hard as i thought it was going to be. icouldn't believe i followed through, but hell yea i got rid of the one person who was making me upset. finally. yea, i still checked the profile every once in awhile, then discovered the person blocked me, and no one can search for them. HA this was the day after i did it. guess it didn't take them long to figure it out....and i guess they couldn't stand the fact that i had done it first, or that i had done it at all.

it's funny, looking back on where i was one summer ago...where i was two years ago. i thought i knew everything, where i wanted to be, what i wanted to do. i thought i had everything figured out, minus the one person whom i desperately wanted to be with and know inside and out. they're just a few hundred memories now....and this summer was a wake up call to let me know that sometimes it's better to have it end this way. it was hard at the beginning, but by tomorrow, i'll be moving into a new apartment with three girls whom i love and i have plans set in motion that will hopefully bring me farther in what i want to do in life. It's not that i don't need anyone else or that i have had an epiphany about life, but i just came to realize that i like being independent, having as many friends as i can make, and relying on myself for how i feel, what i do, how i act. i beat them to the punch, and now the whole facebook thing just seals the deal as far as i'm concerned. i'm glad i did it first because as petty as it is, it got my point across...and i'm ready to move beyond that person and whatever issues they have with me. i know what i did wrong and what i did right...it's been a long time coming. i've got two years left to do what i want...might as well be fun right?

My friend Myrinda and I decided after discussing all of this last night that we will in fact rule the world. feel free to join us. : )

and my horoscope just makes it complete:

Relationship issues come to the forefront today, when you are reminded that you can't get along with everyone all the time. Sometimes, you need to keep your distance to keep a relationship strong. Communication with a special person may be strained or riddled with misunderstandings right now, so switch your attention to the friends and relatives who cheer you up and never expect more from you than you can give. Let the others work out the things they need to work out.

true enough.
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