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Man this sucks everything right now sucks!!!! I feel awful ...I have been crying no bawling not for me but for one of my best friends in the world. She means soo much to me. I am connected to her. Whatever she feels i feel maybee not to the same degree but i feel it. I feel like I have been given up on, I feel like i have had somthing stolen from me. I feel like somthing is missing and it pises me off.keep in mind if your reading this i dont care what you think, this is about how i feel, and if it affends you in some way im sorry, I care about my friend and im sorry she has to go throgh this...but she dosnt have to, and if it was going to happen it didnt need to happen this way.I dont want to seem overlky dramatic im just feelin for my closest frind.I love her sooo much and I absolutley hate to see her hurt!!!shes not hurt she torn! she is a fucking mess!!!! she cant sleep!!! she cant concentrate in school!!!!!!!this is unfair i dont like whats happening to her and i wish i could make it everything better i wish i could fix it all but i cant,i just want to make all of her pain go away... im not happy Im feeling extreemly emotional right now. I dont know what else to say besides im sorry and i love you and that ill always be here for you and chin up and ...this isnt ...i dont...im done i cant even think about what to say im just needed somthing to write or to get my thoughts down on to but its not working...whatever
this shouldnt have happened to you ...not this way
im sorry
this shouldnt have happened to you ...not this way
im sorry