Well atleast my ear is better.

[nickybelle]

My Doctors office called me at noon yesturday to Cancel a two fifteen appointment AND why??? it was raining. I kid you not simple drippity freakin drop rain. Really I think my Doctor was just looking for an excuse for an Afternoon off because thats so ridiculous. He is the Doctor I am seeing for my Panic Attacks and upon counting my pills I realize

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[nickybelle]

I was proud of Michael for even considering it because he was making the decision for our family at the time. And I knew what signing those papers would mean for him back to Boot Camp back to the Army life. Missing so many milestones of Adrianna's Childhood and any other babies we would have. For me I saw him considering it which he did so very seriously as a verly selfless decision because I knew that the Army was no Cake walk you know. I was scared myself because I knew eventually at some point he would receive Orders and Adrianna and I would be living on a Base alone and for the first time I would really be forced into my independence. But I told him that if that is what he felt was best I would definitely stand behind him 100 percent. And even today if he called me tonight and said he wanted to go back I would tell him you know I am right behind you no matter what. GIANT HUGS TO THE NEW MOMMY! Ben is so beautiful he makes me want another one!?!? But I am a few years and a Wedding away from any more sticks with two lines!! knock on wood!! I hope you are feeling better today I had a C- section so I missed the discomfort mommy's who give birth Vaginally get. Although I was HIGHLY disappointed I ended up having a C- Section and hope it will be my only one. He is a beautiful baby boy he's blessed in the parental department as you are in the baby department. Hope he is letting mommy sleep.!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx