the curse of the black belt... not black pearl
i'm so bored! i should be in bed but i can never fall asleep when i ought to.
i finally talked to mauve. i was blank and asked her how she felt about it. she got all shy. definitely not the her that i usually see. it was a softer side. part of me actually felt bad for her. with as anxious as i was to see her reaction or hear it rather, i'm confused as to whether i a.) wanted to know it because i care about her feelings as my friend or b.) care about her as more but just didnt want to express that i was feeling a bit lonely by leaving her so i wanted her to say it first. i go back and forth every day with whether i like her or not. and i'll admit, one day she can be sweet as can be and the next she can be a total bitch and i dont even want to be in the same room as her. thats definitely not the sort of relationship i'd want for the rest of my life. which is why on the days that she's sweet, i keep to myself. so she never knows when i'm having an "on" day with liking her. anyways, she got all shy and shrugged her shoulders. she said she was either going to have to find a new friend, save her whole paycheck for gas money to come see me (us), or she was going to have to convince tony to let her sleep over every once and a while. oddly, i was already warned that no matter how old i am or how mature i think i am, there are to be no women sleeping over our house in the name of my company. i have never in my life spent the night with anybody lol maybe he thinks that without my aunt and uncle around i'm going to turn into some big rebel or something lol that'll be the day! ooo nicky turns bad. haha yeah right. it'll take some convinving but i'm sure i can work my magic and get him to allow mauve to sleep over. i mean howies around her all the time anyways so... i dunno
have you ever been caught singing and dancing in front of the mirror? well i have. thank god it was by robbie and not some other poeple lurking in the house. it gave him quite the chuckle too. i'm never going to live it down though lol eh, i can laugh at myself cause i would have laughed at somebody if i saw them. haha i'll never pretend to be a bluesbrother again!
i bought a pair of jeans and they came with a belt. pretty nifty. i must say that the whole belt bonus is what intrigued me to buy these jeans. the first couple of pairs werent my size but the whole stack had brown belts with brass buckles so i kept digging further on the rack till i found my size. i bought them. i took them home. i took the belt off. i washed them. i put the belt back on. i wore them to work. TM i might add! i'm working there again lol anyways, same old routine i would do any day with a pair of pants, right? babes only saw me come out of our room with my jacket on and she never really caught a glimpse of the belt. she kept saying something looked "different" about me. i thought she was just being the typical mother and making a big deal about me getting a new pair of jeans. jokingly later throughout the day i sat on her lap and she untucked my shirt. shirts are to be tucked in when you wear a belt! that is so proper, i know! it urks me when they arent, so she untucked my shirt. she screamed. i thought she was just being herself but then she pointed at my waist. i couldnt imagine what on earth her problem was. i myself was shocked. i had on a BLACK belt. the same goes for the belts that goes for the shoes. BROWN is my color. apparently not all the jeans had the same belts. i'm so disappointed. i thought the bonus belt was a real deal too. i ended up wearing it home and tossing it into tonys closet. he can have my belt. am i really so predictable and set in my ways that babes noticed there was something different about me through that? how weird is that. i guess when you're with somebody enough and they see your clothes day in and day out you get a sense of whats them and whats not. weird. and i never noticed that it wasnt my color. ::huff:: i'll try bed again
i finally talked to mauve. i was blank and asked her how she felt about it. she got all shy. definitely not the her that i usually see. it was a softer side. part of me actually felt bad for her. with as anxious as i was to see her reaction or hear it rather, i'm confused as to whether i a.) wanted to know it because i care about her feelings as my friend or b.) care about her as more but just didnt want to express that i was feeling a bit lonely by leaving her so i wanted her to say it first. i go back and forth every day with whether i like her or not. and i'll admit, one day she can be sweet as can be and the next she can be a total bitch and i dont even want to be in the same room as her. thats definitely not the sort of relationship i'd want for the rest of my life. which is why on the days that she's sweet, i keep to myself. so she never knows when i'm having an "on" day with liking her. anyways, she got all shy and shrugged her shoulders. she said she was either going to have to find a new friend, save her whole paycheck for gas money to come see me (us), or she was going to have to convince tony to let her sleep over every once and a while. oddly, i was already warned that no matter how old i am or how mature i think i am, there are to be no women sleeping over our house in the name of my company. i have never in my life spent the night with anybody lol maybe he thinks that without my aunt and uncle around i'm going to turn into some big rebel or something lol that'll be the day! ooo nicky turns bad. haha yeah right. it'll take some convinving but i'm sure i can work my magic and get him to allow mauve to sleep over. i mean howies around her all the time anyways so... i dunno
have you ever been caught singing and dancing in front of the mirror? well i have. thank god it was by robbie and not some other poeple lurking in the house. it gave him quite the chuckle too. i'm never going to live it down though lol eh, i can laugh at myself cause i would have laughed at somebody if i saw them. haha i'll never pretend to be a bluesbrother again!
i bought a pair of jeans and they came with a belt. pretty nifty. i must say that the whole belt bonus is what intrigued me to buy these jeans. the first couple of pairs werent my size but the whole stack had brown belts with brass buckles so i kept digging further on the rack till i found my size. i bought them. i took them home. i took the belt off. i washed them. i put the belt back on. i wore them to work. TM i might add! i'm working there again lol anyways, same old routine i would do any day with a pair of pants, right? babes only saw me come out of our room with my jacket on and she never really caught a glimpse of the belt. she kept saying something looked "different" about me. i thought she was just being the typical mother and making a big deal about me getting a new pair of jeans. jokingly later throughout the day i sat on her lap and she untucked my shirt. shirts are to be tucked in when you wear a belt! that is so proper, i know! it urks me when they arent, so she untucked my shirt. she screamed. i thought she was just being herself but then she pointed at my waist. i couldnt imagine what on earth her problem was. i myself was shocked. i had on a BLACK belt. the same goes for the belts that goes for the shoes. BROWN is my color. apparently not all the jeans had the same belts. i'm so disappointed. i thought the bonus belt was a real deal too. i ended up wearing it home and tossing it into tonys closet. he can have my belt. am i really so predictable and set in my ways that babes noticed there was something different about me through that? how weird is that. i guess when you're with somebody enough and they see your clothes day in and day out you get a sense of whats them and whats not. weird. and i never noticed that it wasnt my color. ::huff:: i'll try bed again