Jan 21, 2004 08:54
Did you ever think of yourself as a woman? Today’s headline in some portal news.
Oh, god a woman me. When I say, “I am woman”. Do I ever think that I am a WOMAN?
It is very hard for me to go from one phase of girly stuff to just decide to be a woman. Not a little woman, big woman with plans for future, with plans to buy shoes with high hills. Oh, god I want to dress adidas tennis shoes, black from head to those. I don’t want to think about how I need someone to squeeze when is cold outside. I want to live life like I live before. But something is changing and that’s scared me…. I am scared to be a woman….
Ok, today I am in depressive mood, no need to talk about it any more. After some days not write anything, I choose to write some depressive sentences. So live with it.