Attractive...
I don't feel attractive. A haircut, a new shirt, and a phone number later and I still feel gross on the outside.
I've moved past so many things. I've jumped back from so many tragedies like it was nothing at all. I've been pushed around by people I love, lost so many people, and been told so much shit about who I am that I've actually started to believe it. It's been so much worse than this.
Then why do I still feel ugly on the outside?
Why does it matter? Why should I care? If I feel good about myself on the inside, what should it matter how I look on the outside?
I have to forgive myself for these stupid things.
I've moved past so many things. I've jumped back from so many tragedies like it was nothing at all. I've been pushed around by people I love, lost so many people, and been told so much shit about who I am that I've actually started to believe it. It's been so much worse than this.
Then why do I still feel ugly on the outside?
Why does it matter? Why should I care? If I feel good about myself on the inside, what should it matter how I look on the outside?
I have to forgive myself for these stupid things.