Mind or Heart
Yesterday my day was not too bad i worked 10:15-2:15 and I did carriahes twice I love doing carriages and they all think I am crazy. Then I left went to go put my stuff and my car and locked my keys in my car. I went and told Robbie and he got my car unlocked because my window was about a little tiny crack and he useda coat hanger, that saved my day. Then Kim and I went to Taco Bell and i dropped my meal on the floor, they did give me a new one but i felt so stupied. Them Kim and I went back to Bj's did some shopping. Then I went to my cousins house sat out in the sun. Then Theresa, Carissa and I went to the mall. Then I went and picked up Kelsey and we went back to the mall, and met with everyone. Then I went and picked up my mom brought her to get her car. Then I went and got gas at Bj's Twenty dollars that is the most I have ever paid to fill up my car I was rather mad. Then we went to my Grandmothers and had a cheering meeting and then i dropped Kelsey off and then I came home and went to bed. My heart says to like you which I know i really do but my mind says dont like him you will get hurt. Ever feel like you want something so bad yet you dont know if you really want it that bad. I guess i want to love and just be loved in return. Its like 9:30 in the morning and I am wicked tired but for some odd reason I cant sleep. I am watching this show about baseball and its really goood because it has a wonderful moral to it, its not just about baseball thats why it is so good! Next it Dawsons Creek which i saw watch for two hours and then who knows what the day shall bring, hopefully something goood. Carissa Stay stong I love you, and even though I know you are having a hard time right now, I promise you things will get better i fully believe in you, You are a very strong lady where do you think i got my strengh from. I got it from you, watching you always be brave and stronger than me therefore it may seem like you dont have it but I know deep down inside you have it. Men are stupied just remember that and also remember everything happens for a reason.