Don't you see that we hurt?
Apparently my mom had me come with her to work so she can do everything... so I'm gonna update this. Id rather be at home in bed moping around. Each and every day I get a lil more depressed. At this rate im gonna be dead by new years. Atleast I won't have to look back and see how shitty '09 was. I can't smile or laugh when im alone. I just want to disappear 'cause im too afraid to die. :[
I hate going into other peoples houses. It seems like everyone has got it made besides me. Everyone has a million presents under their tree's when it already seems like they have it all. everyone one has nice, big houses... even small ones seem glamorous. My mom, brother, and I have lived in & been evicted from an ungodly amount of apartments, we've had to live with family & friends 'cause we had nowhere to go, living in a trailer was like a luxury. I've been poor all my life. & im done talking about this 'cause im getting choked up. I don't talk about my past. Nobody cares enough to know anything about me anyways. I just want to say I love my mom 'cause she did her best.
I hate going into other peoples houses. It seems like everyone has got it made besides me. Everyone has a million presents under their tree's when it already seems like they have it all. everyone one has nice, big houses... even small ones seem glamorous. My mom, brother, and I have lived in & been evicted from an ungodly amount of apartments, we've had to live with family & friends 'cause we had nowhere to go, living in a trailer was like a luxury. I've been poor all my life. & im done talking about this 'cause im getting choked up. I don't talk about my past. Nobody cares enough to know anything about me anyways. I just want to say I love my mom 'cause she did her best.