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Dude, you know what I wish?
I wish that my heart could openly speak and have a conversation with someone without the filter of my mouth and of language.
I would love to let someone know the extent of my feelings for them, fully, without having to worry about how bad I'm going to mess it up, you know?
Like I wish that my heart could just speak for itself, is what I'm getting act.
I'm almost positive that no-one that I know understands exactly how I feel about them and to what extent. Like, my friends seriously have no clue how much I care for them and would give up for them, and the people who try and push me out of their lives and hate me really don't understand how much I care about that and hope with all of myself that things turn around. The people who are in messed up situations or are beating the nuts out of themselves, but I don't (verbally) say anything because I don't want to step on anyone's toes or cross that line of what is and is not my business.
Are my actions supposed to do that though? Are the things that I do for people and the way that I physically and outwardly treat people intended to be that pure and unabashed communication of my real feelings for them? Do my actions do that and I don't even realize or is it something that I should strive for? Is that even realistic? And if it is not realistic, should that stop me from reaching, you know?
More than anything, what I am getting at is this: If you think that I care about you, then I most certainly do (and probably a good deal more-so than you realize or imagine). If you think that I don't care about you, then I'm terribly sorry and am letting you know right now that this is not the case. If you know for certain that I care about you, then I want you to know that you still have no idea how much you really mean to me. I apologize if the way that I act doesn't always show it, and I'm sorry that I'll never be able to pick out words enough to say what I really mean.
Thanks,
Spanish.
I wish that my heart could openly speak and have a conversation with someone without the filter of my mouth and of language.
I would love to let someone know the extent of my feelings for them, fully, without having to worry about how bad I'm going to mess it up, you know?
Like I wish that my heart could just speak for itself, is what I'm getting act.
I'm almost positive that no-one that I know understands exactly how I feel about them and to what extent. Like, my friends seriously have no clue how much I care for them and would give up for them, and the people who try and push me out of their lives and hate me really don't understand how much I care about that and hope with all of myself that things turn around. The people who are in messed up situations or are beating the nuts out of themselves, but I don't (verbally) say anything because I don't want to step on anyone's toes or cross that line of what is and is not my business.
Are my actions supposed to do that though? Are the things that I do for people and the way that I physically and outwardly treat people intended to be that pure and unabashed communication of my real feelings for them? Do my actions do that and I don't even realize or is it something that I should strive for? Is that even realistic? And if it is not realistic, should that stop me from reaching, you know?
More than anything, what I am getting at is this: If you think that I care about you, then I most certainly do (and probably a good deal more-so than you realize or imagine). If you think that I don't care about you, then I'm terribly sorry and am letting you know right now that this is not the case. If you know for certain that I care about you, then I want you to know that you still have no idea how much you really mean to me. I apologize if the way that I act doesn't always show it, and I'm sorry that I'll never be able to pick out words enough to say what I really mean.
Thanks,
Spanish.