Moldy Cheese
Work went just like I expected, uneventfull. Having one of those dull days which is compounded by a nasty little headache. Dull days are the worst cause I tend to think more on those days and today my thoughts wandered onto the past. I hate the past, but it seems like it's coming back around. Ex's are ex's for a reason and this one became that over 5 years ago so why am I going back into something there? Oh well I was never the brightest crayon in the box, I just wish I could listen to myself. I think that my year off of relationships has just left a void and it really doesn't matter who fills that. Maybe the return of "Doctor Nick" sparked all that, you see I am kind of the one everyone comes to with relationship problems. It has given me the nick-name Dr. Nick from all my friends. And since my last break up that left me in this big I wanna be alone phaze Dr. Nick has dissapeared. But lately peope have been coming around seeking advice and it's got me missing relationships. Maybe thats why I am going in to this even though I know the first time around it wasn't really that good. Maybe I am just to focus on the past though... it's been 5 year and people change. But I do think we make better friends than something more. Blah... I am over thinking the whole thing
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