May 22, 2004 18:15
Well, life again went on this wild and crazy busy streak. LOL. Last weak, I seriously did like 50 hours of homework. When I got home from school I was working on homework…homework became my LIFE…I’m thankful that week is over. I had to “practice” present my senior project oral last Friday, plus my notebook was due Friday…that was one hectic week. Prom was AMAZING! It was the best night ever. Everything went perfect, except for the place where we ate dinner. It was like a fine dining place, and I’m not too fond of calamari and all that seafood stuff. Robin looked amazing in his tuxedo. Nobody had my dress at my prom, thank God lol. My hair came out perfect. At prom Robyn and I danced like all freaking night, it was beautiful. There was also this carriage thing where couples could go on. It was pulled by a horse, it was so romantic. We ended up taking Marlons car (Black eclipse) to prom. Robyn drove since it was stick shift, and we all know that Jenna can NOT drive stick.
Robyn and I had some shaking times last week. See, my girls and I (karina and ariana) planned on going to Wango Tango, because the Backstreet Boys were going to be there. Karina and I bought tickets and Ariana won tickets. It was all planned out. I told Robyn TWO weeks in advance that I had this concert planned. He had wanted to go to the Club w/ his friends (all guys) for awhile anyways. So he thought, since I was going to the concert, that he would go the club. Well, this was extremely hard. I knew he would go to the club, and drink, and he acts different while intoxicated, just like everyone does. I trust him with all of my heart, but there’s just some awkward feeling that I get when he drinks and is out with his boys. He ended up not getting home until 4:30. What the heck was he doing until that time? The club closes at 2 lol. Anyways, Friday night (the night before he went to the club) I went over to his house. We tried to like talk things out, but we were getting no where. Things just kept getting worse and worse. At one point he gave me this ultimatum. He wanted me to answer the question “If next Saturday there happens to be a concert, are you going to go? Or stay here with me?” (I go over to his house every Friday and Saturday) And I honestly could not answer him. I didn’t want to make him mad, but on the other hand I didn’t know what I would do. He kept pressuring me into answering this question. He was like “why can’t you answer this questions, its simple….me or the concert?” I tried talking to him about this but, again we got no where. So, he stood up and put on his shirt. I got up, grabbed my cell phone and went over to my purse and to put my shoes on, thinking he wanted me to leave. But, this is when I broke down into tears…I kept cryin and cryin…he felt soooo bad. FINALLY, he apologized and we started to talk things out, very slowly. Things got better. The next day (Saturday), I had to work from 10-12. I got to work and saw Robyn…he was back to usual self, flirty and happy. But at 12, I went to the bathroom to change (Amy came in to finish my shift). I finished getting ready and I went to give Robyn a hug good bye, and he turned “serious”….well I later found out that the reason for his been all different was because I was getting dressed up and I looked really pretty, and it wasn’t for him…it was for my concert…lil jealously dontcha think?
Other than the fiasco with the concert/club thing, Robyn and I are still together. It has been, technically four months and 19 days….goodness time sure flies!
Last night (Friday, 21), Carlos (my best guy friend) was throwing a kick back at his house after work. Like everyone who wasn’t old at my work went lol. This was the guest list (lol) : Robyn,. Me, Amy, Ernie, Gabriel, Carlos, Mariella, Carol, Raul, Pablo, Edgar, Marlon, Gabriels friend, and a couple of other people that I didn’t really know. It was soooooo much fun. I had 3 Smirnoff’s. Those things freaking rock lol. I haven’t drank in forever, I’m so proud of myself. I had to drive home so I couldn’t drink too much. Amy got freaking wasted, that was scary. Robyn drank like 10 beers…too much. I hoped he only would drink like 5, but yeah right lol. The people at this kick back are like my closest friends now. Its weird cause I never used to do anything with them, ever. (they thought I was too stuck up…how rude lol).
Lets see, right now I’m about to go to the gym and work out for like an hour or so. Robyn is supposed to call me around 9ish to tell me that hes off, which is my cue to come to his house lol. Gabriel invited Robyn and I to another party tonight, but I think we’re partied out.
By the way, Wango Tango rocked! It was a lot of fun. Hanging with my girls again was awesome. I love them. We met the guys again. Nick totally noticed Ariana out of all the fans and was like “hey!!!!” I finally got a picture of Brian…go me! I also took three, thirty second videos of the concert, everyone on LD surely appreciated them.
Well I’m about top go to the gym. I’ll attempt to update more often, but there are no promises being made