Jan 07, 2006 00:37
Perhaps my final entry on this thing, something i need to write down to get out of my head.
Just let go, don't hold on, just give in, u've tried for to long
Push so hard, cried so much, gave of ur heart,seen it broken apart
Left a message, screamed in the night, desperation evident, the end in sight
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why must the heart, always try to hold on?
When will it all be the end?
Why is it in prayer it always began again?
Just another day, getting ready for work, takin a shower, to smell good
Saying a prayer, about that thing, and then a missed call, that thing again
The news you heard, was it a coincendence, it happened as i prayed, all about it
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why must the heart, always try to hold on?
When will it all be the end?
Why is it in prayer it always began again?
Is it a sign, false hope reborn, maybe this time, it will go on
Plans are made, hope returned, heart afire, burnin and burnin
Then it starts, all over again, plans broken, no explanation
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why must the heart, always try to hold on?
When will it all be the end?
Why is it in prayer it always began again?
You waited and dreamt, of something great, beyond comprhension, beyond fate
Then alone, you went home again, no returned call, no love shown
The next day, goodbye you did call and say, yet still no response, just let go
Its all over now, yet still the hear breaks, alone in the dark, no hope to wait
A thousand words i could write, a million words i could sang, still it would not describe, how it could have been.
Why is it, when you had let go, it all comes back again, could this not be so?
A love never ending,a promise to always be there, a hope sprung eternal, a life remade.
A promise you meant, a scream in the night, always i'll be there, now ending in lies.
Why can't i make it, what is wrong, when you love someone this much, there is no song.
No poem, no word, no answer to it all, i would give anything, to hear that call.
Yet in the end, a heart lies in wait, time to give up, and face the pain.
A princess, a angel, a goddess, a queen, a vision, a diamond, a fantasy
All in one person, all in one girl, a ending now given, a promise... a promise now broken.........
'I'll always be there, day or night, always and forever'
Broken
'I'll always love you, more then you know, you are my princess'
Now breaking, still strong, what will it end in?
Goodbye.....