I Think That I Am Dying...
Allergies fucking suck pineapple dick. Seriously, I am getting so sick from them. I can't stop coughing and I can't breathe. And just, ugh. It's horrible. Me and Nick were kinda' arguing lastnight...I think. About religion and government and Homosexuality. I don't know. I think he hung up on me, But I just talked to him and he said that he left me a message on my cellular device. It was so sweet. Hehe. He makes my whole day wonderful. Go Nick!
Steve talked to me this morning after homeroom. He said that Rob Saturfeild went up to Mike this past saturday and asked him if it was ok if he could try to fuck me now that Mike and I have broken up. WTF?!?!?!? Steve and becky both said that Mike just looked at him like he was about to start swinging. I don't fucking know. I would never fuck Rob, That shit is mad grody. Eww. *cringes*
Fiesta val is in two days. We sound not THAT bad anymore. But the only time we sound like we do sound (if that makes sense)....."When we actually put forth effort" It's only when Jensen yells about us sucking and we're not going to get anywhere with how bad we are playing. Which is apparently some kick ass motivation. I unno, the human mind works in some weird ways.
After school we were all fucking around in Lawrence's jeep [Lawrence,Vicki,Brittany,Edd,Manda,John,Sarah,Rob,Casper] We had John stoned as fuck dancing around half naked singing "I am pretty , oh so pretty. I am pretty and wity and GAY!" It was fucking hilarious. Edd and Sarah might be getting back together for the 23805761045th time. I don't know why, it's stupid to me. But hey, whatever tickles their pickles. I went to walmart today with Manda and her mom. I bought dress shoes for Fiesta Val and Another cd player. She migth go to Lotus with me, or meet me there. her mom could call my dad or something. Because I don;t think he wants me going there alone again. But I don't know how Scott would feel about Amanda going with me. I mean, Scott hates me because of this Mike stuff. But seriously, what is happening between Mike and I should stay between Mike and I. I don't get anyone else involved, I'm not going to make people choose friends. That's just not me. But the thing is, Miek hasn't told Scott or Ray or anyone that me and him talk everyday, and we hung out, and that we're trying to make this friendship thing work. So people just think that i screwed him over and I am a heartless haneous bitch. I don't fucking know. Damnit, now I'm in a bad mood. Well, when I talk to Nick tonight i'll be ahppy again. *swoons* I can't believe I fell asleep on him, what a loser I am.
Steve talked to me this morning after homeroom. He said that Rob Saturfeild went up to Mike this past saturday and asked him if it was ok if he could try to fuck me now that Mike and I have broken up. WTF?!?!?!? Steve and becky both said that Mike just looked at him like he was about to start swinging. I don't fucking know. I would never fuck Rob, That shit is mad grody. Eww. *cringes*
Fiesta val is in two days. We sound not THAT bad anymore. But the only time we sound like we do sound (if that makes sense)....."When we actually put forth effort" It's only when Jensen yells about us sucking and we're not going to get anywhere with how bad we are playing. Which is apparently some kick ass motivation. I unno, the human mind works in some weird ways.
After school we were all fucking around in Lawrence's jeep [Lawrence,Vicki,Brittany,Edd,Manda,John,Sarah,Rob,Casper] We had John stoned as fuck dancing around half naked singing "I am pretty , oh so pretty. I am pretty and wity and GAY!" It was fucking hilarious. Edd and Sarah might be getting back together for the 23805761045th time. I don't know why, it's stupid to me. But hey, whatever tickles their pickles. I went to walmart today with Manda and her mom. I bought dress shoes for Fiesta Val and Another cd player. She migth go to Lotus with me, or meet me there. her mom could call my dad or something. Because I don;t think he wants me going there alone again. But I don't know how Scott would feel about Amanda going with me. I mean, Scott hates me because of this Mike stuff. But seriously, what is happening between Mike and I should stay between Mike and I. I don't get anyone else involved, I'm not going to make people choose friends. That's just not me. But the thing is, Miek hasn't told Scott or Ray or anyone that me and him talk everyday, and we hung out, and that we're trying to make this friendship thing work. So people just think that i screwed him over and I am a heartless haneous bitch. I don't fucking know. Damnit, now I'm in a bad mood. Well, when I talk to Nick tonight i'll be ahppy again. *swoons* I can't believe I fell asleep on him, what a loser I am.