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okay, so good educational lesson for all those who wish to know how Nick Landmesser works. Nick Landmesser says things that are true, to make people feel better. They are true, but a lot of the time he doesn't believe them. Tonight was auditions, and in my previous entry, I wrote that people shouldn't complain about the casting. I still think that, but I understand why people would. This is the biggest kind of rejection, and I wish I could bottle up my feelings now, and release them again in January to eliminate any optimism I have about the musical, but no. They do circle for the play, and I fall in love with it again, then, in January, it comes again. I'm glad other people got my parts, it was cast well, blah blah... there.. I don't feel as conceited.
Don't post sympathy, there should be none, this is a competition. I understand that.
John just IMed me:
bl00w: wheres me in your journal entry
god hes sexy.
Don't post sympathy, there should be none, this is a competition. I understand that.
John just IMed me:
bl00w: wheres me in your journal entry
god hes sexy.