I'm ugly reflecting the silver and cold while i leaped into the sound
So i stole this picture from another lj user but i think it's fits the way i used to think. Anyways, enough of useless drawn out repeated...repeated..repeated..repeatedetaeper thoughts that could have been expressed with two words...goodbye confusion.
Pause...Rewind and remember the beauty that submerged me!
I am not ashamed of this journal, it was part of my life and it will forever will be and now i think that it is complete with this picture.
My default picture speaks for a thousand emotions, a time when i couldn't see what was really shown in words. I loved the way that i felt but when i looked up I reflected something that wasn't true to form. Chaos ruled the night without a doubt and costant want followed past undesierable delimma's, a never-ending cycle of addiction to every drug but life.
A song that explains a state of mind, and what happens when fate turns the corner and lets you decide the final outcome through moral delima's. Thanks for the memories they will be played in the thrid eye's vcr. Being rewound every so often.
SMASHING PUMPKINS
Cupid De Hath ~mellon collie/infinite Sadness disc 2
cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart's bow
to cast divine arrows into her soul
to grab her attention swift and quick
or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
with turpentine kisses and mistaken blows
see the devil may do as the devil may care
he loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
her mouth the mischief he doth seek
her heart the captive of which he speaks
so note ye lovers in love with the sound
your world be shattered with nary a note
of one cupids arrow under your coat
and in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
forever lost in forsaken missive's
and satan's pull
we seek the unseekable
and we speak the unspeakable
our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
in faith, compassion, and in love
**(blows the dust and rewrites title first very lightly with pencil the initials C.H.E.M. then over them 'in love with the sound of silence, leaving only a light trace of initials)***
Goodbye, to the dust that i distured by opening the jounal now entitled 'In Love With The Sound Of Silence'!
Pause...Rewind and remember the beauty that submerged me!
I am not ashamed of this journal, it was part of my life and it will forever will be and now i think that it is complete with this picture.
My default picture speaks for a thousand emotions, a time when i couldn't see what was really shown in words. I loved the way that i felt but when i looked up I reflected something that wasn't true to form. Chaos ruled the night without a doubt and costant want followed past undesierable delimma's, a never-ending cycle of addiction to every drug but life.
A song that explains a state of mind, and what happens when fate turns the corner and lets you decide the final outcome through moral delima's. Thanks for the memories they will be played in the thrid eye's vcr. Being rewound every so often.
SMASHING PUMPKINS
Cupid De Hath ~mellon collie/infinite Sadness disc 2
cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart's bow
to cast divine arrows into her soul
to grab her attention swift and quick
or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
with turpentine kisses and mistaken blows
see the devil may do as the devil may care
he loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
her mouth the mischief he doth seek
her heart the captive of which he speaks
so note ye lovers in love with the sound
your world be shattered with nary a note
of one cupids arrow under your coat
and in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
forever lost in forsaken missive's
and satan's pull
we seek the unseekable
and we speak the unspeakable
our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
in faith, compassion, and in love
**(blows the dust and rewrites title first very lightly with pencil the initials C.H.E.M. then over them 'in love with the sound of silence, leaving only a light trace of initials)***
Goodbye, to the dust that i distured by opening the jounal now entitled 'In Love With The Sound Of Silence'!