Jan 02, 2010 00:38
So It's 2010. Awesome. Like every other Livejournal blogger-person, I am going to share my goals for the new year
- Get into college!
- Find a boyfriend
- Graduate high school
- Make some money
- DANCE. just do it. all the time.
- Don't smoke
- Develop a new style
- Learn conversational greek
I can't think of anything else. I know this year is going to be a big one, with college and all. I know people say this all the time but it is so weird how people can change so drastically in just one year. My friends were so different last new years. Last year my friends and I watched musicals and had a big sleep over. It was innocent but insanely fun. This year we all drank and party hopped (some of us even got some tail). Strange. I missed the old days.
My New Years was not very fun. at all. I mean, I love my friends and all, but we did shit. Also, one of my friends got so drunk he SHAT himself. So embarrassing and so fucking disgusting. Thank god I wasn't drunk because that would of been a mess.
I think one of my best friends is an alcoholic. Her mom died when she was in elementary school and she has been wicked fucked up ever since. She doesn't express her emotions at all so she drinks. Ugh, it was so sad. She was drinking while we were all going to sleep. I feel so bad but it doesn't scare me. My entire family is full of recovering alcoholics so I have some idea as to how to deal with this. I GOT IT UNDER CONTROL.
Wow it has been a long ass time since I have written on this. Updates? I'll make it short.
- My dad is a dick and is taking all of my moms money. My moms poor while my dad is living in a mansion. How does that make me feel? Like absolute SHIT.
- My friend is cutting herself.
- I am wicked busy with apps and shit
- I won a dance competition for a duet I'm in! I also won an award to a very awesome summer dance camp. SO FUCKING AMAZING!
- I got with another dude.
- Almost done with senior year!
So, as you can see, my life is pretttty lame. But it's okay. I don't mind. It will be exciting soon. I just know it. College apps are just about done and auditions are verrry soon. So once thats all done, my life can be full of adventure!! Hooray!
bah.
new years,
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