Hes still workin on me
What a week!! I have been stressed out over just about everything this week. From playing bball in the JC to worrying about my teacher not finding me anywhere to observe in a highschool classroom. Probably the worst thing Ive been stressed out on is flag football. I can only have so many on my team and so many ppl are like yeah I want to play with you. There is no way to make everyone happy. I just want to make as many ppl happy as possible. And of course put together a team thats gonna win. I am feeling a little better after putting together the teams though. I have been so stressed out Ive given myself a fever blister!
Then Thursday in the jc I was playing ball. And well my split personality comes out playing ball. The way I see it there are 5 other guys trying to keep me from having fun and it ticks me off. But anyways there were some guys there that ticked me off, one guy in particular about poked my teammates eye out. And there was a lot of smack being talked and I pretty much leveled the kid on a screen. And as the trash talking kept getting worse the kid looks at me and says, I thought you went to the bsu? Why are you acting like that if you go to the bsu? Ofcourse this is after hes been cussing at me on and off for 20 minutes. But I did a poor job turning the other cheek and it definitly ruined my day. All I can think of is a song they used to make us sing in Sunday School called, "Hes still working on me."
Moving along I have come to a realization. I love ppl and crowds. And I have tons of ppl I actually consider friends. But the truth is I have very few close friends who actually know me well. And to be honest I could really use a gf. I went to Cam's house for the party last night and I had fun. It was great to see everyone. But Susan came over the night before and hungout and we watched a movie. And I had more satisfaction just hangin out with my ole buddy Susan and talkin to her for a while than I did talking to 40 different ppl for about a minute about nothing. Anyways its been a rough week, but you know what I hafta believe next week is gonna be better.
Im out
Then Thursday in the jc I was playing ball. And well my split personality comes out playing ball. The way I see it there are 5 other guys trying to keep me from having fun and it ticks me off. But anyways there were some guys there that ticked me off, one guy in particular about poked my teammates eye out. And there was a lot of smack being talked and I pretty much leveled the kid on a screen. And as the trash talking kept getting worse the kid looks at me and says, I thought you went to the bsu? Why are you acting like that if you go to the bsu? Ofcourse this is after hes been cussing at me on and off for 20 minutes. But I did a poor job turning the other cheek and it definitly ruined my day. All I can think of is a song they used to make us sing in Sunday School called, "Hes still working on me."
Moving along I have come to a realization. I love ppl and crowds. And I have tons of ppl I actually consider friends. But the truth is I have very few close friends who actually know me well. And to be honest I could really use a gf. I went to Cam's house for the party last night and I had fun. It was great to see everyone. But Susan came over the night before and hungout and we watched a movie. And I had more satisfaction just hangin out with my ole buddy Susan and talkin to her for a while than I did talking to 40 different ppl for about a minute about nothing. Anyways its been a rough week, but you know what I hafta believe next week is gonna be better.
Im out