Over two years since a post has been made....is this a comeback?

May 22, 2008 20:41

I remember that live journal was the norm of Internet blogging. Before blogging was the cool thing to do there was live journal. A place where people go to leave their thoughts in to a collective mass where people can relate, share stories, etc. And as time passes the new flavor of the month comes into play. Hence My space. Only the difference is that my space seems to be on top still to this day. So after two years of absence why have I returned?

Of all places why here? On live journal? Well I was looking at my "friends page" and I had a quick laugh from it. Don't get me wrong I still communicate with about.... 25% of them, lol. But then the others that I don't talk to I find it funny as to how that story goes. The stories of the people whom I don't walk to anymore is what I am saying here. I would be even surprised if some of them took the time to read this! There's some I'd like to hear from but doubt that I will due to what happened in the past.

I often have cursed myself on the past and how it occurred. But they say you grow as age comes right? You also become more apparent as who you can trust and relate to. I would like to have a sit down with some of my old companions and see how the conversation worked out. Maybe even apologize for some of my mistakes I have made. But hey...who am I to think that any of these conversations will ever talk place right? It's highly unlikely...just a random thought.

That's another reason why I use to love this site. I would be able to come here and just lay out my random thoughts and have some kind of reaction towards it. Not that I was reaching for attention but because it gathered people's interests. Which is what I am trying to aim for these days. Especially with the opposite sex. I looked at some of the reasons why my dating success hasn't been high and one reason that I can account for is the fact that I am usually never in a socialized environment.

And it's not usually by choice. Cause it's not like I try to live like a mole or anything. But before I was in school which of course I have the lovely pleasure of being surrounded by male geeks (that was a joke) I was working in a mill for 5 years surrounded by old depressed men who hated their wives! So let me get this straight: The last time which I was around a general public of people was high school? Yeah...go me.

My space for the most art is plagued with girls who only put their pictures on myspace to get pic comments and want nothing more of a socialized situation other then having comments made about them. Which hey if that's what they want then good for them. I think I have a decent body too. I guess I should advertise huh?

OK that sucks. I was going to post a random pic of me shirtless on here, but I cannot remember my photo bucket password! Oh well....I think everyone has the point though. Anyways, I plan on attempting to come on here more often now knowing that this is a different place and somewhere where I can just let out and let my thoughts out of my head. And maybe gather some new friends on here? We'll see. For those who still read this thing after two years! I'm glad you stuck by. Hope to hear from ya. Thanks for reading again!
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