no way...
yesterday ethan weighed 10 lbs 6 oz( wic office)....what the heck on dec 31st he was 9 lbs 110z and bam four days later he gains more weight.. they grow so fast.... i want to loose weight as fast as he is putting it on... im still sitting at 3 lbs above my pre prego size its like it is sitting there mocking me ... erghh!!
I havent been on much bc Elijah is so sick i mean borderline real bad sick... he had to get a shot of steriods to have his throat go done in imflamtion it was blocking his airways.. and is on antibiotics.. pray ethan doesnt get sick .... i caught elijah sucking on ethan's paci, so im hoping my milk is full of the antibodies to protect him. i dont get it we dont leave the house. although my mom came over for xmas with a cold and it got us all sick then it went away and bam two days later elijah is shaking with 102 fever and covered in sweat and literally no voice .. he still cant talk his voice is at a whisper... bonus is he cant scream to wake ethan.
Im dreaming about pregnancy tests. I am really thiinking about having another baby so soon.. after stephanie lost her baby at 40 plus weeks out of nowhere it really hit me how much i treasure what i have. im not expecting anyone to understand but i want a big family for the day i die i will leave behind a life full of love and memories. i want to have more babies bc i can. I dont care about my age. i am one of thoose women that let motherhood define them. It doesnt bother me. It doesnt bother me either that it is saturday and ive been home with ,my two beautiful boys bc i have love while others my age are empty and have no direction in their life. Im proud of the life i live. YOUNG moms Rock!!!!!
I havent been on much bc Elijah is so sick i mean borderline real bad sick... he had to get a shot of steriods to have his throat go done in imflamtion it was blocking his airways.. and is on antibiotics.. pray ethan doesnt get sick .... i caught elijah sucking on ethan's paci, so im hoping my milk is full of the antibodies to protect him. i dont get it we dont leave the house. although my mom came over for xmas with a cold and it got us all sick then it went away and bam two days later elijah is shaking with 102 fever and covered in sweat and literally no voice .. he still cant talk his voice is at a whisper... bonus is he cant scream to wake ethan.
Im dreaming about pregnancy tests. I am really thiinking about having another baby so soon.. after stephanie lost her baby at 40 plus weeks out of nowhere it really hit me how much i treasure what i have. im not expecting anyone to understand but i want a big family for the day i die i will leave behind a life full of love and memories. i want to have more babies bc i can. I dont care about my age. i am one of thoose women that let motherhood define them. It doesnt bother me. It doesnt bother me either that it is saturday and ive been home with ,my two beautiful boys bc i have love while others my age are empty and have no direction in their life. Im proud of the life i live. YOUNG moms Rock!!!!!