date nt with eric
to shari's... and i ordered the yummiest belgian waffles with whipped cream and strawberries oh and eggs and ham... yummm yumm yummmm.. at like 1230am... lol
damn strawberries are out of season and cost like 5.99 for a small handful rt now at safeway.
so i enjoyed every minute of it . eric and i got a chance to have some alone time. elijah was at my moms house and ethan slept while we went out... we even had some make out fun on the couch and held hands.. hahahahah gay i know but hey it was something. i felt bad bc his little man was getting excited and i had to end it with im sorry. i love the power of no... im so mean.the making out was new to us.. we dont really do that and never really did im not into that... he's a good kisser but i dont like kisses that are wet... i loved feeling like a naughty teenager on my couch.. hahahah i have my moms couches from when i was a younger in our house so it brought back memories....
Next month is my birthday.. im getting older but why do i feel like im still a 17 yr old girl...i dont know... even after having two kids i feel like a squirt.. im going to be 22 on the 8th. i was thinkning it would be fun to go out with my girls and play pool dance chat and share a beer one just one .. im not some crazy mom with kids... but yeha i think it hurt erics feelings he wasnt invited.. i told him i wouldnt want to leave ethan with anyone else really and that i would hope to spend new years eve with him at home kissing at midnight and maybe a mojito in the cupboard. carly bought me rum and the mojito mix for a care package in the hospital ... so it is sitting there... too bad she didnt know about the mint leaves and lime... Its too early for me to head out for new years eve .. i feel too wierd leaving my booger baby at home while i go act like a fool. not my thing. im so boring now as a mom but there are finer things in life than booze and retards.. when you have a family you love that is way more interesting then the rest of life.
oooooh did i mention we got a queen size pillow top mattress given to us and it was brand new by our home owner that live on the other side of us....so eric has been off the couch now for about a week. I just wish i could fix his snoring issue poor ethan gets startled by it .. the old newborn reflexes... hahaha
the full size mattress is now in our kitchen against the wall till we figure out what we are doing with it... im thinkning a bunk bed but other than that i dont know itll probably end up in the garbage or craigslist.
damn strawberries are out of season and cost like 5.99 for a small handful rt now at safeway.
so i enjoyed every minute of it . eric and i got a chance to have some alone time. elijah was at my moms house and ethan slept while we went out... we even had some make out fun on the couch and held hands.. hahahahah gay i know but hey it was something. i felt bad bc his little man was getting excited and i had to end it with im sorry. i love the power of no... im so mean.the making out was new to us.. we dont really do that and never really did im not into that... he's a good kisser but i dont like kisses that are wet... i loved feeling like a naughty teenager on my couch.. hahahah i have my moms couches from when i was a younger in our house so it brought back memories....
Next month is my birthday.. im getting older but why do i feel like im still a 17 yr old girl...i dont know... even after having two kids i feel like a squirt.. im going to be 22 on the 8th. i was thinkning it would be fun to go out with my girls and play pool dance chat and share a beer one just one .. im not some crazy mom with kids... but yeha i think it hurt erics feelings he wasnt invited.. i told him i wouldnt want to leave ethan with anyone else really and that i would hope to spend new years eve with him at home kissing at midnight and maybe a mojito in the cupboard. carly bought me rum and the mojito mix for a care package in the hospital ... so it is sitting there... too bad she didnt know about the mint leaves and lime... Its too early for me to head out for new years eve .. i feel too wierd leaving my booger baby at home while i go act like a fool. not my thing. im so boring now as a mom but there are finer things in life than booze and retards.. when you have a family you love that is way more interesting then the rest of life.
oooooh did i mention we got a queen size pillow top mattress given to us and it was brand new by our home owner that live on the other side of us....so eric has been off the couch now for about a week. I just wish i could fix his snoring issue poor ethan gets startled by it .. the old newborn reflexes... hahaha
the full size mattress is now in our kitchen against the wall till we figure out what we are doing with it... im thinkning a bunk bed but other than that i dont know itll probably end up in the garbage or craigslist.