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so im doing this thing for 21 days, a complaint free world.org basically i wear this purple bracelet on my right wrist for 21 days & if i catch myself nagging or complaining i have to take it off switch it to the left & start my days over the next day. today i had to start over so 21 days start now!
I cant wait til my post part. check up!!!! Im going to get myself some birth control & then i get to have SEX w/ my man
lmfao!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!
Everyone asks me "how does it feel being a mom?"
I really dont feel any different, i love him & I never thought i could worry about someone so damn much!!!
He keep me busy, you know cleaning bottles, pumping my boobs(lol), changing diapers, making sure hes ok 24/7. i love it.
Hes sleeping right now he should be waking up soon, Jesse doesnt get off work until 5....im pretty bored.
It might sound crazy but i kind of miss my belly..when i walk by a mirror now i feel like i look TOOO skinny!!
Yesterday our nieghbor that lives across from us, Mr. Ramirez, died. My brother & Jesse went into the apt w/ George to check on him & he was laying in front of the door. His family should be here today, they are flying in from Texas.
My uncle Tommy lives near one of the many fires going on & they had to evacuate...but they were allowed to go back this morning so thats good.
I wanted to say congratulations to Ryan & Janette...NO IM NOT TRYING TO BE A SMARTASS OR A BITCH OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
Im being honest Im very happy for the 2 of you & I apologize for the bull shit that she & I had in the past. Its over w/ & only happend b/c I was w/ him at the time & she was fighting to get him back. So im sorry for all that shit & i wish you the best of luck w/ you baby girl thats on the way. I kind of wish that we were nice to each other we could have had a lot to talk about you know cos we were both knocked up @ the same time. I hope you have a safe D-day & a healthy baby girl! I dont expect you to talk to me after this or be nice to me even. I just felt like i needed to apologize.
I feel better.
I cant wait til my post part. check up!!!! Im going to get myself some birth control & then i get to have SEX w/ my man
lmfao!!! YAAAAAAAAAY!
Everyone asks me "how does it feel being a mom?"
I really dont feel any different, i love him & I never thought i could worry about someone so damn much!!!
He keep me busy, you know cleaning bottles, pumping my boobs(lol), changing diapers, making sure hes ok 24/7. i love it.
Hes sleeping right now he should be waking up soon, Jesse doesnt get off work until 5....im pretty bored.
It might sound crazy but i kind of miss my belly..when i walk by a mirror now i feel like i look TOOO skinny!!
Yesterday our nieghbor that lives across from us, Mr. Ramirez, died. My brother & Jesse went into the apt w/ George to check on him & he was laying in front of the door. His family should be here today, they are flying in from Texas.
My uncle Tommy lives near one of the many fires going on & they had to evacuate...but they were allowed to go back this morning so thats good.
I wanted to say congratulations to Ryan & Janette...NO IM NOT TRYING TO BE A SMARTASS OR A BITCH OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
Im being honest Im very happy for the 2 of you & I apologize for the bull shit that she & I had in the past. Its over w/ & only happend b/c I was w/ him at the time & she was fighting to get him back. So im sorry for all that shit & i wish you the best of luck w/ you baby girl thats on the way. I kind of wish that we were nice to each other we could have had a lot to talk about you know cos we were both knocked up @ the same time. I hope you have a safe D-day & a healthy baby girl! I dont expect you to talk to me after this or be nice to me even. I just felt like i needed to apologize.
I feel better.