What's New
THIS IS FROM LAST WEEK
Well on monday morning i went to PCC with tyler and went to turn in my application and see if i could still get in and register for classes. It took only like 10 or 15 minutes for the lady to enter all my info and tell me i was accepted i was like wow that was fast and then she was like okay now you need to go and register. So i went to one of the classes that i wanted and asked the teacher if there was room for me to be in there she said she wasnt sure but that if i came on tuesday prepared she would prolly let me in. She told me to also go to registration and see if i could get in because there may be room, so i went there and tyler and i waited in line and then finally i was able to get to talk to a lady who registered me for my art 116 class she told me that my art 115 class was full and that i would have to get the teacher to sign a sheet when i went to that class. So that was that everything was taken care of and i was all ready to go to school. I was so glad that tyler went with me to i felt so safe with him he is such a huge supporter and i love knowing that he's there for me.
Well today was my first day...it was so hard i dont know anyone there i feel so alone there. I walk down the street in ptown and i usually see like five people i know but here its nothing like that im alone and i have no one. Today it was really rough it was my first day on a new campass where i have absolutly no idea where anything is, after my 115 class i went to registration to take my sheet that my teacher signed letting me into the class, well afterwards i guess i took a wrong turn and i got all lost and i couldnt find where i was. I was already stressing about classes and stuff and then i didnt know where i was. I just wanted to drop all my stuff to the ground and fall there myself and just start crying. I hate the feeling of being alone. I felt so out of place and i still feel out of place there. I mean i talked to people in my class but still im not gonna hang out with them its not like portland where most of the people live in dorms so they are already around. I just feel so alone and its really hard to go into something totally different than what im used too.
After i got lost and i felt like crying i called tyler and talked to him he made me feel better, just hearing his voice on the other line saying that he loves me helped me know i was gonna be okay and that he was there for me...
So since then ive gone to school two more times. Its still really hard i miss PSU more than ever i really love that school. But the good thing is, is that my mom has been so understanding with me wanting to see tyler she lets me stay with him all the time and i really love staying with him im so happy there. We have so much fun together, like this past time that i spent there we were able to talk and cuddle and just be with each other so much. I loved it! I cant wait to go back and see him wee!! Oh yeah and this Thursday is or 2 month WEEE! Its wierd cause it feels like its been longer but in a good way :D! Im miss him and i love him :P
Well on monday morning i went to PCC with tyler and went to turn in my application and see if i could still get in and register for classes. It took only like 10 or 15 minutes for the lady to enter all my info and tell me i was accepted i was like wow that was fast and then she was like okay now you need to go and register. So i went to one of the classes that i wanted and asked the teacher if there was room for me to be in there she said she wasnt sure but that if i came on tuesday prepared she would prolly let me in. She told me to also go to registration and see if i could get in because there may be room, so i went there and tyler and i waited in line and then finally i was able to get to talk to a lady who registered me for my art 116 class she told me that my art 115 class was full and that i would have to get the teacher to sign a sheet when i went to that class. So that was that everything was taken care of and i was all ready to go to school. I was so glad that tyler went with me to i felt so safe with him he is such a huge supporter and i love knowing that he's there for me.
Well today was my first day...it was so hard i dont know anyone there i feel so alone there. I walk down the street in ptown and i usually see like five people i know but here its nothing like that im alone and i have no one. Today it was really rough it was my first day on a new campass where i have absolutly no idea where anything is, after my 115 class i went to registration to take my sheet that my teacher signed letting me into the class, well afterwards i guess i took a wrong turn and i got all lost and i couldnt find where i was. I was already stressing about classes and stuff and then i didnt know where i was. I just wanted to drop all my stuff to the ground and fall there myself and just start crying. I hate the feeling of being alone. I felt so out of place and i still feel out of place there. I mean i talked to people in my class but still im not gonna hang out with them its not like portland where most of the people live in dorms so they are already around. I just feel so alone and its really hard to go into something totally different than what im used too.
After i got lost and i felt like crying i called tyler and talked to him he made me feel better, just hearing his voice on the other line saying that he loves me helped me know i was gonna be okay and that he was there for me...
So since then ive gone to school two more times. Its still really hard i miss PSU more than ever i really love that school. But the good thing is, is that my mom has been so understanding with me wanting to see tyler she lets me stay with him all the time and i really love staying with him im so happy there. We have so much fun together, like this past time that i spent there we were able to talk and cuddle and just be with each other so much. I loved it! I cant wait to go back and see him wee!! Oh yeah and this Thursday is or 2 month WEEE! Its wierd cause it feels like its been longer but in a good way :D! Im miss him and i love him :P