hey, hi, what's up?
so i never have time to do much of this journal stuff anymore. occasionally i'll get on and read every else's to try and keep updated on your lives but i just don't have much time or internet access anymore to keep you updated on mine. most of you know that i have met this really amazing girl. i've had such an amazing past month hanging out with and getting to know this girl who is truly amazing and special to me. God worked this all out in a very mysterious way and now seeing it all unfold is just amazing. i'm getting to see first hand kinda how God works stuff out with this relationship. how we met, the timing of how we met, what kept us from meeting earlier and how the timing would've been bad if we did meet earlier....just everything about this girl and me getting together has had such precise detail and the chemistry that both of us have for one another is so perfect....God is just so awesome and he really has blessed a poor undeserving chump with this girl, the girl of my dreams or actually more than i ever dreamed of. i can't at all begin to explain everything about her and how she makes me feel or the bond that we have already so i won't ramble anymore about it.........but i simply just want to give God so much thanks for this truly amazing blessing.....for Kristina. also so much crazy talk has been going on about our band lately. not bad, but like good crazy talk. God has just opened up some HUGE doors for us. we've worked hard at this ministry for near 3 years now on our own but i think now we're about to get some major help from this guy that's going to help sort of manage us and there's also talk of 2 other labels interested in us but that kinda sucks cause we love our buddies at bad apple but if these offers are something God's opening up to expand our ministry then i guess we gotta keep it all in thought and prayer and i encourage you to keep it in prayer for me too. just some amazing stuff is being offered but we wanna do what God wants not what we want. well i'm tired of writing already so i'm gonna quit. there's so much more that's going on in my life now. i'm just so happy. i'm having the best time of my life lately and i owe it all to God. he's blessing me and giving me the desires of my heart but i don't deserve it at all. i try to give it back to him, but only sometimes. most of the time i suck and sorta forget about him or something until finally i'm like............"oh yeah. God, hey......thanks for everything. sorry i haven't talked to you in a while." or something lame like that. good stuff's happing with that too, though. kristina actually has been a big influence on me focussing more on growing spiritually and this awesome place called rocketown has put some other people in my life that are helping that out. so anyways.....call me if you miss me sometime. 731 336 0108. if my phone is working. i gotta buy a new one on my next check. oh yeah!! i got a job. factory.........but it's so easy. it's seriously the easiest job i've ever had and i'm making $8/hr 40hrs a week. i'll probably get around $250 a week. but most of it's spent already on bills and stuff. but so yeah. i wake up at 4:30am mon-thur and work 5:30am til 3:30 pm and i'm off fri, sat, sun. so later. i love and miss most of you who are reading this. some of you i see, but still love you. bye. -nick