YUP so they fucked up again.
so yes. i must say that this is not the way i would like to start the new school year, especially since i have so much to say, but this shit just cannot wait. I hate my parents and all of you know that. So today i told my mom that i am going to centennials dance with crystal, and my mom was being a bitch like usual and said we'll talk about that. So i was like: great. More shit i have to deal with. She always makes the situation worse. At dinner my parents were in full bitch mode and started ranting and rambling about "who i am" and my dad had to start that shit off with the one and only topic of, my hair. Of course no one at school had any problem with it but this morning my mom was well. a bitch and complained the whole time about the color and shit like that. so that was the ususal bitch at nick in the morning when im not even fucking paying attention, nor do i even care of anything that you have to say. So to fill you in on the hair, i used manic panic vampire red dye last night it's semi-perminent and what not so yes. it washes out, so no worries and no bitching right? NO. WRONG. my mom feels the need to bitch about everything! and the sad thing is, is that it's true. First of all. and secondly she doesnt even realize it, and im going to kill them. So they asked me if anyone had anything to say about my hair. I had NO and i mean NO NOT ONE negative comment about it. So obvioulsy they thought different. They were like "uh.are you sure you wanna say that?" and i was like "...YES!" and they were being full blown assholes and kept asking me who i was. And the only reason any of this shit came about was because i have a gazillion journals and im not throwing away my memories just because my parents are bitches and have no lives or sex lives for that matter, but. fuck. everyone whos been to my house knows im wrong. to a certain point on that one. So they were TELLING ME that I didnt know who I was. can you believe that!?! they were actually telling me as if i have no mind of my own. "you dont know who you are" and of course they use non substantial or legal evidence to prove so. other than some measely conversation that had SOOOO much more going on in it than actually mattered. they just choose to pick out all ONE thing that they could use against me to try and win their ridiculous argument, and then my mom chimed in and said " and i dont think there will be any dances." and i was like "...what!? what are yout talking about!?!?" and she said that im not going to the centennial back to school dance with crystal. She still has yet to tell me a good reason WHY i cant go. So far i got nothing. and probably wont because she knows shes being ridiculous and cant live with the fact. and i think thats immature and ridiculous. So fuck that. im super pissed and they also think that my friends are influencing me to be an alternative sexuality. what the fuck. they are stupid. and wow. they can go to hell. fo fuck them. im done.