check out the hair!
How's this sweet little icon picture thingy??? huh? what a sweet hilarious surprise i got when i was cleaning out my dresser and found this in there.
That's me when i was in 5th grade! CRazy! I think its stinkin hilarious though. I have blonde hair for christ's sake, and a huge set of bangs and what is that??? A PERM! Awe, those were the days...i wasn't so sweet back then though. That's when my attitude started. I hung out with such snotty kids and my parents didn't seem to notice that i was such a stuck up little girl to all these other kids. I would slap my butt into gear if i had to deal with a buttwad like i was back then. Luckily i think i've become a nicer person as i grew up. I'm not such a brat anymore.
Last night kinda sucked, it was strange and scary. Being as how i live in a town with two universities I was hoping there might be some diversity in the kids that go here...but no none at all. I think kids that are jocks and meatheads just send themselves straight here because they are safe and sound from any other kinds of people out there. Not to judge them by appearance only but i dont even know where to begin talkign to them. That's why i sat on a couch all nite and didn't say a word to anyone but abbey and ugh, kids from highschool. Yes, 3 of them to be exact. One of the homecoming kings, one of teh cheerleaders and this fat kid that somehow was always part of the "cool" crowd. They were surprisingly interesting though. I don't know how to react when i see these kinds of people though because i haven't seen them since i hated their guts 4.5 years ago, and now i see them and they know what i went to school for and they are "nice" what the hell??? it was bizarre, i wouldn't have talked to them if abbey wasn't there i'm sure because i never talked to them before that so what would i talk about now. but abbey i guess hangs out with all sorts of townies and well i realize i will be subjected to it as well and for a short brief moment in my life i will be a townie as well...what a glamorous life!
Anyways, tonite we are going out to do it again.
Only this time its to the coffee shop i used to go to in highschool. But there's a bar downstairs and its actually really cool inside, its just sort of a pretentious hang out where everyone is so stuck on themselves. It's really cliquey too, and well the one other time i was ever in the bar it was all yuppies and just annoying businessmen there for a drink after work. So i dont even know what to expect tonite. I think some of the kids i went to gradeschool with might be there though so that could be interesting. I remember everythign from those days and i think i freak people out sometimes with my vivid memory. I get carried away and start recalling things from 3rd grade, etc. I know its not the thing to talk about, but what else can i talk about with these kids?
I tell you its hard to move away and come back...i thought it would be fine and so far its better than i expected but its so weird to try to figure out what to do and where to fit in. I am not too worried about it though, cause sitting home with caesar isn't that bad either, i do love that little guy!
That's me when i was in 5th grade! CRazy! I think its stinkin hilarious though. I have blonde hair for christ's sake, and a huge set of bangs and what is that??? A PERM! Awe, those were the days...i wasn't so sweet back then though. That's when my attitude started. I hung out with such snotty kids and my parents didn't seem to notice that i was such a stuck up little girl to all these other kids. I would slap my butt into gear if i had to deal with a buttwad like i was back then. Luckily i think i've become a nicer person as i grew up. I'm not such a brat anymore.
Last night kinda sucked, it was strange and scary. Being as how i live in a town with two universities I was hoping there might be some diversity in the kids that go here...but no none at all. I think kids that are jocks and meatheads just send themselves straight here because they are safe and sound from any other kinds of people out there. Not to judge them by appearance only but i dont even know where to begin talkign to them. That's why i sat on a couch all nite and didn't say a word to anyone but abbey and ugh, kids from highschool. Yes, 3 of them to be exact. One of the homecoming kings, one of teh cheerleaders and this fat kid that somehow was always part of the "cool" crowd. They were surprisingly interesting though. I don't know how to react when i see these kinds of people though because i haven't seen them since i hated their guts 4.5 years ago, and now i see them and they know what i went to school for and they are "nice" what the hell??? it was bizarre, i wouldn't have talked to them if abbey wasn't there i'm sure because i never talked to them before that so what would i talk about now. but abbey i guess hangs out with all sorts of townies and well i realize i will be subjected to it as well and for a short brief moment in my life i will be a townie as well...what a glamorous life!
Anyways, tonite we are going out to do it again.
Only this time its to the coffee shop i used to go to in highschool. But there's a bar downstairs and its actually really cool inside, its just sort of a pretentious hang out where everyone is so stuck on themselves. It's really cliquey too, and well the one other time i was ever in the bar it was all yuppies and just annoying businessmen there for a drink after work. So i dont even know what to expect tonite. I think some of the kids i went to gradeschool with might be there though so that could be interesting. I remember everythign from those days and i think i freak people out sometimes with my vivid memory. I get carried away and start recalling things from 3rd grade, etc. I know its not the thing to talk about, but what else can i talk about with these kids?
I tell you its hard to move away and come back...i thought it would be fine and so far its better than i expected but its so weird to try to figure out what to do and where to fit in. I am not too worried about it though, cause sitting home with caesar isn't that bad either, i do love that little guy!