blaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
so, im officially boring - not like thats anything new to report. i just dont do much - i wake up, watch tv or sometimes do errands or some menial dumb thing, and then go to work, come home and go to sleep... i wish that i had more motivation to go out and do something worthwhile (and i guess more energy would be helpful to) i mean i go riding once a week, and thats something, but its only once a week so its only one day out of the week that i sorta look forward to... but other than that, nothing else is really all that great. work sucks - its boring and im basically on my laptop most of the time anyway - i guess its cool that im getting paid to do practically nothing, but it also sucks that it just makes the night go by much slower - and i just feel pretty much worthless, like why am i there? being on a really limited budget also ROYALLY sucks since that means less things that i can do or want to do.
well some good news to report - my dads going away for like a week in the middle of november for work - im sorta jealous since he's going to the caribbean (sp.?) but ill get over it since he'll be away.
oh and im going to visit with my mom to visit my grandma for the holidays. it will be nice to do something different for a change. and i haven't seen my grandma in like 10 years (and no im not a bad granddaughter, she just lives in illinois and in HS and college it was hard for me to get out there and she never wants to come to NY to visit us) but another plus is my dads not coming. :) don't get me wrong, i like my dad, but he just gets on me and my mom's nerves - like me and my mom think alike and have similar personalities, but my dad just does things sometimes that makes us say "what the?" or like "huh?" - and he doesnt think about something before doing it or he just makes things more complicated sometimes - and he DOESNT LISTEN... its hard to explain but if you knew my dad, you'd definitely understand...
anyway - so nothing really else to say....
well some good news to report - my dads going away for like a week in the middle of november for work - im sorta jealous since he's going to the caribbean (sp.?) but ill get over it since he'll be away.
oh and im going to visit with my mom to visit my grandma for the holidays. it will be nice to do something different for a change. and i haven't seen my grandma in like 10 years (and no im not a bad granddaughter, she just lives in illinois and in HS and college it was hard for me to get out there and she never wants to come to NY to visit us) but another plus is my dads not coming. :) don't get me wrong, i like my dad, but he just gets on me and my mom's nerves - like me and my mom think alike and have similar personalities, but my dad just does things sometimes that makes us say "what the?" or like "huh?" - and he doesnt think about something before doing it or he just makes things more complicated sometimes - and he DOESNT LISTEN... its hard to explain but if you knew my dad, you'd definitely understand...
anyway - so nothing really else to say....