haven't updated in awhile, i don't know why. i go to start an entry while im at work or something and then i have like 3985092735 other windows and ims going on so i lose track of time and then realize that i havent even started one. whatever - i digress.
i also have been feeling completely worn out - not from doing anything either, just sorta at a lack of any energy to do anything. and then yesterday i woke up and my entire body ached - i felt like such an old person. my mom said that she wasnt feeling great either , like her body was also really tense and achy, so i think that its just the weather and it getting colder. it sucks - i so dont want it to get cold. that means that the days get shorter and it will be frigid and i wont want to go or do anything (not like i do much to begin with) but even less than now. i hate the winter, except for the fact that you can do winter sports (i love to ski) and well the snow looks pretty, for about an hour and then its just a hassle. i need to move to arizona or southern cali - or if someone can make it so that it can snow and whatever and it remain warm, you deserve a nobel peace prize and id give mad props to you.
saturday night when i was going to catch the train home, i ran into lou who was also coming from work. neither of us had plans that night, so we hung out - we went to see friday night lights - really good movie - a cross between the somewhat similar storyline of varsity blues but with the better drama, plot and actors of remember the titans. anyway, so before the movie, we smoked and i havent smoked in AWHILE so it only took a couple of hits to get me feeling gooood.... :) and i said Note to Self: call "friend" in rockland to see if i could pick some up... but i was pist because i dont know if he was away for the weekend, but he didnt answer the phone or call me back....grrr....figures that i wouldnt be able to get any... well ill see about next week....
nothing much else to report.... what can i say - my life is boring...
i decided to change my layout because i was getting kinda tired and bored of the other one... and this one represents how im feeling at the moment and recently....
in other news: game 1 tonight of the alcs - bosox come to the bronx... ladies and gentlemen and redneck, bastards of the bosox: welcome to the jungle!
oh and i started another journal...mainly for my own personal use to more personal info and stuff ive written.... and i really don't care what people think or feel about whats posted in it, but i figured that some people would like to read some of my stuff. plus id kinda like to get some feedback and comments if you so desire to leave them.
__lost_cause__ well im getting ready to head home from work....